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How to Identify Your Emotional Triggers and What to Do About Them

ā€œAwareness is the birthplace of possibility. Everything you want to do, everything you want to be, starts here.ā€ ~Deepak Chopra

Ever wonder why some people respond in the same destructive way over and over even though they keep getting the same bad results?

Many of us can relate to having unhealthy coping mechanisms and responses to things like stress, fear, or other agitating emotional states. Often, we are unaware of the subconscious processes going on and we may, for example, instinctively reach for an alcoholic beverage at the end of a long, hard day, never realizing we are setting …

How I Healed My FOMO and Started Saying No

“When you say ‘yes’ to others, make sure you are not saying ‘no’ to yourself.” ~Paulo Coelho

My sister-in-law returned to Montreal after spending three months in Portugal. She told me that the biggest adjustment to being back was spending twenty minutes in the pharmacy aisle deciding which shampoo brand to get because the options were endless. She missed life in Portugal, where she only had one brand to choose from.

Ah, the paradox of choice.

I am a recovering indecisive person. I used to stand in line at restaurant counters, telling people to go ahead of me with their …

Why People-Pleasers Donā€™t Get the Love and Respect They Desire

ā€œNiceness is the psychological armor of the people-pleaser.ā€ ~Harriet B. Braiker

I used to think that being kind, gentle, and agreeable was guaranteed to win me love and acceptance from others. Iā€™d tiptoe around destructive peopleā€™s behaviors, no matter how uncomfortable I felt about it, believing to my core that if only I could be nice enough to them, they would one day lead a better life.

I lived my life constantly avoiding anything that might make me look like a bad, imperfect, antagonistic, or unlikeable person. Because as every people-pleaser knows, being disliked or disapproved of feels …

How Our Smartphones Are Disconnecting Us and What to Do About It

ā€œThese days, whether you are online or not, it is easy for people to end up unsure if they are closer together or further apart.ā€Ā ~Sherry Turkle, Alone Together

There was rarely a time when my partner didnā€™t have her phone in her hand or, at the very least, in a place she could quickly grab it.

Weā€™d go out for a meal and itā€™d be there by her plate, positioned so she could dip in and out at any lull in the conversation.

Weā€™d take a walk and sheā€™d have me in one hand and it in the other, …

How Our Egos Create Drama in Our Relationships (And How to Avoid It)

ā€œThe ego is the false self-born out of fear and defensiveness.ā€Ā ~John Oā€™Donohue

I started a new relationship in December 2015, then moved countries to be with my Swedish partner in August, 2016.

The last year has been life changing in the best possible ways. Iā€™ve learned so much about myself, things I didnā€™t have the courage to acknowledge before.

But it hasnā€™t all been a bed of rosesā€”some of the insights Iā€™ve gleaned havenā€™t been that comfortable to see.

We met on an intensive spiritual retreat in India. Weā€™ve both spent many years working on ourselves and our issues, …

How to Dissolve Social Anxiety by Doing Nothing

ā€œYour thoughts have to understand one thing: that you are not interested in them. The moment you have made this point you have attained a tremendous victory.ā€ ~Osho

ā€œWhat do you do when you go out alone to the forest for the whole day?ā€ my friend asked.

ā€œNothing. I just sit there, enjoy the peace, and let my thoughts be,ā€ I replied.

ā€œSo you meditate,ā€ she said.

ā€œNo,ā€ I objected. ā€œI just sit there and do nothing.ā€

ā€œBut thatā€™s meditation,ā€ she insisted.

I smiled and shrugged my shoulders. ā€œOkay, if thatā€™s what you want to call it.ā€

At that …

How to Ask for What You Want and Need (No, Itā€™s Not Selfish)

ā€œIt’s not selfish to put yourself firstā€”it’s self-full.ā€ ~Iyanla Vanzant

Iā€™ve always thought of myself as individualistic. When I was a teenager, I often felt the desire to go against the grain, dressing alternatively and shunning bands my peers liked because I felt they were too popular. So it came as a huge surprise to me when my therapist called me a people pleaser the other day.

I recently started cognitive behavioral therapy for insomnia, and during the first session my therapist identified that I put other peopleā€™s needs and wants ahead of my own.

Heā€™d asked me to give …

A 7-Step Plan for Finding Love After a Devastating Breakup

ā€œResilience in love means finding strength from within that you can share with others.ā€ ~Sheryl Sandberg

It took me a couple months to start repairing my broken heart after the toughest breakup of my life. I thought we were going to spend our lives together, but the gods of love had other plans.

After Iā€™d grieved in healthy (and not-so-healthy ways) I knew I could take two paths: stay stuck in my misery or pick myself up, dust off my sadness, and make a plan to move on.

And now itā€™s time for you to move on and find love …

Kindness Isnā€™t Weakness (and We Need It to Survive)

“Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.” ~Leo Buscaglia

Many of us are brought up today to look after number one, to go out and get what we wantā€”and the more of it we can have, the better.

Our society preaches survival of the fittest and often encourages us to succeed at the expense of others.

I was no different, and while I noticed a tendency to feel sorry for …

How to Start Liking Your Body More (Just as It Is)

ā€œBody love is more than acceptance of self or the acceptance of the body. Body love is about self-worth in general. It’s more than our physical appearance.ā€ ~Mary Lambert

This past week, I got married.

For me, this symbolized not only a new chapter in my life with a partner, but also a new chapter in life with myself.

Here, in this new chapter, I officially left behind the woman who was constantly trying to mold herself into whatever she needed to be to (hopefully) be accepted and loved by a partner.

And instead, I found the woman who was …

A Letter to My Exes: I’m Sorry You Never Knew Me

“Authenticity is a collection of choices that we have to make every day. It’s about the choice to show up and be real. The choice to be honest. The choice to let our true selves be seen.” ~BrenĆ© Brown

To all of my ex-boyfriends, ex-lovers, and especially my ex-husband, I am so sorry.

Iā€™m sorry because I never gave you the chance to really know me. I hid myself from you. I showed you the smallest version of myself because I didnā€™t trust you to meet me in my strength, my bigness, and my desire. Well, in truth it was …

How I Stopped Trying to Please Everyone and Started Prioritizing Myself

ā€œWhen you say ā€˜yesā€™ to others, make sure you donā€™t say ā€˜noā€™ to yourself.ā€ ~Paolo Coehlo

My whole body was shaking. Tears streaming down my face, my nose blocked and throat sore from crying. Yet, no sound escaped my mouth except an occasional gentle sigh or hushed sob I was unable to control.

My husband was lying in bed next to me. I held my breath and lay motionless whenever he stirred in his sleep.

He had an early start ahead and needed rest. I didnā€™t want to disturb him, bother him with my silly crying fits. I didnā€™t want …

To Be AND Not to Be: Honoring a Life Lost to Suicide

ā€œTo be, or not to beā€”that is the question.ā€ ~William Shakespeare

This Sunday marks one year since my friend took his own life. It both is and isnā€™t a big deal. It is in the sense that we like to commemorate things: one-year-old, one year at a new job, one year since 9-11, one year sober.

It isnā€™t in the sense that my to-do list that day includes ā€œthaw and marinate chicken.ā€

When a person takes his own life, it creates a cosmic shift in the universe.

It also doesnā€™t.

The first few days after a person takes his own …

How to Be There for Others Without Taking on Their Pain

ā€œLetting go helps us to live in a more peaceful state of mind and helps restore our balance. It allows others to be responsible for themselves and for us to take our hands off situations that do not belong to us. This frees us from unnecessary stress.ā€ ~Melody Beattie

When our loved ones suffer, it’s hard not to get swept up in their pain. We want so desperately to fix them, to take away their hardship, and to see them flourishing.

As a control freak, I often find myself going into ā€œfixer modeā€ when my partner is struggling with …

What I Learned from Loving the ā€œWrong Personā€ and Why I Don’t Regret It

ā€œSomeĀ peopleĀ come into yourĀ lifeĀ for aĀ reason, some aĀ season, and some aĀ lifetime. However long it was, be thankful for the gifts you received from them.ā€ ~Unknown

When I first met him, we instantly clicked. We became fast friends aided by the fact that I was dealing with my fatherā€™s death and he was by my side whenever I needed someone. He was empathetic, easy to talk to, and very open. I related to him immediately.

Early on, it became clear to me that while we were friends, we would not make a good romantic pair. We …

4 Ways to Get Your Mind Off Yourself and Replace Worry with Joy

ā€œThe only way to be truly happy is to get your mind off yourself and help somebody else.ā€ ~Joyce Meyer

A couple of years ago, I was dealing with two major life changes at the same time.

The first change was that my husband and I moved from Maryland to Delaware after our son finished high school. And though the distance wasnā€™t far (about a three-hour drive from my parentsā€™ house in Washington, D.C.), I had grown up in D.C. and this marked the first time I had ever moved away from that area.

The second change was that our …

What I’ve Learned About Life While Volunteering in a Rwandan Youth Village

ā€œPerhaps travel cannot prevent bigotry, but by demonstrating that all peoples cry, laugh, eat, worry and die, it can introduce the idea that if we try and understand each other, we may even become friends.ā€ ~Maya Angelou

Have you ever been in a situation where your thoughts and beliefs are put to test and you have to reconsider who you are? Do you adapt to a new environment or hold on to the values and cultural norms of your past?

I’m living in Rwanda for the next year, volunteering at a youth village that also serves as a boarding school …

The Delusion of Separation: We Don’t Need to Feel So Lonely

ā€œThe fundamental delusion of humanity is to suppose that I am here and you are out there.ā€ ~Yasutani Roshi

You know those moments? Those brief, fleeting moments that shine through the grey of everyday life like motes of glitter caught in a sunbeam. The moments when you suddenly feel a connection to the world around you, when the quotidian alienation of modern life falls away and color pulses back in.

Walking through the torpor of another generic day, the background static of depression distorting the colors of the world, I often donā€™t realize Iā€™m on a downward spiral until I …

Are You Really Listening? 4 Ways to Understand and Connect with People

“The most basic of all human needs is the need to understand and be understood. The best way to understand people is to listen to them.” ~Ralph G. Nichols

My partner and I were in our first few months of a long-distance relationship. This was a new stage for us and it meant altering our communication practices. Instead of sharing meals and museum exhibits, we had weekly emails and Skype chats.

Every week, I would pour my heart into long, detailed emails to him. I would describe everything that I had done and thought over the past few days.

On …

Addicted to Helping: Why We Need to Stop Trying to Fix People

ā€œCompassion is not a relationship between the healer and the wounded. Itā€™s a relationship between equals.ā€ ~Pema Chodron

After college, I was hustling hard to get a work visa so that I could stay in the US.

But then my mom got caught up in a political scandal, and without much reflection on how much this would alter my lifeā€™s plans, I dropped my dream of staying in America, drove 1,000 miles, and flew another 500 to be by her side.

Would she have crumbled without me there? My mama is a tough chick, so I highly doubt it.

But …