I am writing this in hope to get some insight of what I am suppose to do… It all started when I met the love of my life. We will call him Lazer. He is the most humble, pure, beautiful, impactful, supporting soul. We fell in love almost at first sight. Then, got engaged and moved in together. I found out last week he met up with a girl to talk…and he had been texting her behind my back. She came clean to me. I felt hurt, I moved out, and left. But after pondering…is it my fault for being so controlling? We are allowed to have friends of the opposite sex right? He did not flirt with her, or emotional engagment. More of needing a friend when we were going through some trying times. Since then, I moved back in with my parents. I want to go back to him and be a family again, but my parents are against it. They forbid me. I am 21 years old, I know I can make my own decisions. I am afraid to hurt my family by following my heart…What do I do? Do I love him? Yes. Do I trust him? Yes…I wish my life was more lived the way I want to live it and not influenced by others…please help me. I am crying, depressed…and oh so lost