So here recently my boyfriend and I have really been on bad terms. I really think I grew apart from him .We’ve been through alot and its tge things we’ve been through that made me lose respect for him such as physical fights lying not helping leaving from the time he wake up until who knows .We don’t go out on dates we don’t see eye to eye he says hes going to change but he slowly goes back to his old ways in the process .So this past month i ended up leaving him for about 2 days to go to moms to get away because i was tired of all the baggage i had tk deal with he didn’t help with rent the car note the nothing! So i left .He begged for me to come back so i did and vice was super off home didnt feel like home anymore. A few weeks after me leaving he started being gone in the car taking people everywhere making sure they did what they had to do but for some reason the car was always on E when he got back , stuff was just not coming together so here just a few days ago the car got towed and his best friend just died and he hasn’t been home hes been staying out late and saying im not supportive but hes not even around for me to be supportive I feel bad but i left to my moms again i feel like he was using his friends death as an excuse to do whatever he wanta now i sew him going back to his old ways. Hes also constantly accuses me of cheating i never cheated on him he will even make up a story just to see how I react to it. I love him with all my heart but i felt pushed away . He wasn’t home for a whole day and here it is 11am still haven’t heard from him last thing he said was im a be home late so i just left.