So I found an article which discusses the Soul Mate Fantasy. And the Soul Mate Reality that you have to Become The Soul Mate! Enjoy!

The Soul Mate Fantasy

I think everyone has had this sort of experience. It’s the “Love is as perennial as the grass” one. And how men are like trains. You miss one, another one is coming.

I think you met another one of the 72,000. But, once you’ve already made those marriage vows to one of them, you are tied to that soul forever. Unless, of course, you divorce, or cut the ties in a future lifetime.

I suspect the reason why you are still in your marriage is because, in fact, your DH is your Soul Mate.

Because you’ve been with him for so long the feeling of Love gets diluted into the everyday. I had a dream once where all the 20 years of Love I felt for my DH was condensed into one moment in time. I woke up from a deep sleep thinking my heart would burst from all the emotion. Of course DH couldn’t understand what I was talking about/what I meant (engineer).

Just don’t sacrifice your real marriage for what could be a mere feeling, I guess is the group consensus?

• This reply was modified 10 years, 9 months ago by Inky.

You say, “I wasn’t looking for condemnation and judgement, which is what I feel from you both.” When you post in a forum looking for comments and opinions you have to be prepared for condemnation and judgement. You are correct in feeling that from me. You have not misinterpreted this. However, you seem to be only looking for people to agree with you and support you. That is not me. Therefore, I will no longer follow this thread. Good luck in justifying your position, rather than truly considering it and evaluating it.

*waves*

When you post on an internet forum, you have to be prepared for condemnation and judgment. I’m surprised at your shock!

Just kidding, I’m not surprised.

With hope,
Matt

Namaste, brother. 🙂

I am glad I found this forum. I have had a similar experience except I am on the other side of the situation. I have a very dear friend whom I love very very much but am not ‘in love’ with as I am in love with my husband. But he is ‘in love’ with me, meaning has romantic feelings for me for a long time now. We first became friends about 8 years ago and instantly were able to connect at so many different levels, including a spiritual level. We realized that our souls had really touched each other, that maybe our souls knew each other from the past, and we both cherish each other a lot. I have learnt sooo much from him and grew so much with his company or by him just being in my life. We were both married and I myself have told my husband about this different connection that I have with this friend. But I never did have any other feelings for him (romantic or sexual) even though I do consider him one of my soul mates (as I believe you can have more than one soul mate). He of course does not believe that and firmly believes that we are soul mates and we are meant to be together in every way. He never lied about his feelings and told me from the very onset of these feelings because he didn’t want to cheat me. Similarly, I never wanted him to get the wrong idea so was pretty vocal about my feelings for my husband and he said he respected me all the more for that he said. It was complicated but we were still good friends.

But, after a few years (where we would be chatting with each other almost everyday), we realized that the disparity, and the disconnect in our feelings for each other was causing him too much pain and in return pain for me because I could not see him that way. I had tried many times before unsuccessfully to part ways with him, but finally after more than 2 years I finally made the tough decision and stuck to it. We didn’t talk to each then for almost 2+ years but then all of sudden we again got in contact with each other out of the blue. I was going through a very straining phase in my marriage and he was also going through something personally. We both bonded again and tried helping each other out by just being there for each other. This again lasted for another year or so and again because of the disparity and his strong feelings I decided once more to distance myself even though he assured me that he would be happier with having me in his life in any way and form (even as a friend) rather than not having me at all. But I found that it was just harder for us as we had more conflicts because of this.

My friends who knew about us both were worried that my problems at home could perhaps fog my judgement and I could maybe fall for my soulmate/friend but that was not the reason I part ways with him again at that time. I knew and still know in my heart that even in those times I only had those kind of feelings for my husband, while I tried day and night to repair that relationship (as did my husband I am sure). So I was not confused between my deep and true love for my husband nor was I ashamed of my love for my friend (as a friend), but because I could see that he was again getting too emotionally fragile being with me, I decided to again end that and stopped talking to him. It had been almost 3 years since that decision and we maybe messaged each other once every 6 months or so during that time. It was just for a day or something like that. It was almost for a kind of reassurance maybe that we are still there for each other even though we may not be together or speaking to each other every day.

But last month that ended and I think it has ended for good. I really missed him one day and (even though I was never the one to message him on my own before), I decided to message him. Something happened while we were talking and we both fought with each other and I left the conversation. Normally he would always come after me to resolve it as none of us ever wanted to leave a bad taste in the mouth after one of these ‘once in a blue moon’ conversations. But he didn’t, and I again messaged him 2 days later. Same thing happened and I saw that he is actually now distancing himself from me by becoming this cold cold person. I was hurt I tried one last time but he apparently had really made himself into a stone almost that cannot feel anymore and he totally ignored me. He did not even give me a chance to say goodbye. And now I am a mess. I miss him so dearly now more so than in the past 3 years, because even though we didn’t regularly talk to each other in that time, we always knew the other person was there, always there. Now I know he is not. And it’s killing me. I am not having these feelings because I secretly love him or anything but is it wrong to feel so much pain when I was not as emotionally vested in the relationship as he was? Is it wrong to have a soul mate that is not your husband and love him dearly but still be in-love with your husband? I usually have a hard time when any of my friendships break and I know this because i am an emotional person, but this time it just hurts too much to think that he is gone probably forever. Many a times I wished he would stop having these feelings for me and just be a friend, but now I think perhaps he has killed those feelings altogether and thus killed whatever little that was left of our relationship. I am angry and just in too much pain that I cannot share with anyone else.