Hey anita

I relate with almost everything copilot said and i understand it, but what i don’t understand is why is this happening for months on-end? Why now? What is this trying to tell me? Maybe it’s not trying to tell me anything and it’s just a protection mechanism designed to keep u away from closeness or building deeper foundations/intimacy? I can’t understand what’s happening.
Today i feel more numb than ever, we were texting and i was feeling dysphoria and a burden.I hate it.

Paulien timmer also says that doubts are a protection mechanism of the FA