Maybe you are right anita, i have no idea how this works. One thing i do know for sure tho, is when i sense rejection i have an urge to back off.. Damn, such a beautiful connection we shared, i wouldn’t change it for a thing. I remember in december i would go back to our chat around august-september and i was reading our messages, i could remember it was me who sent those messages, i could remember that i was feeling amazing, but i couldn’t “feel” the feeling, like it was someone else.. I was like “damn, that was me..”

I wish i could go back in time 🙁