Hi Doreen
I can relate to your stuff. Sometimes, I also feel to write something creative. But, I am not able to concentrate well. I have realized that we must not put pressure on us. Otherwise, we will not be able to suck the creative juices. We can’t force anything in our lives. We have to understand the natural flow.
If you are not interested in a particular thing, you can’t generate love for that thing. There is no need to feel bad about anything. There is nothing right or wrong. You just have to prioritize your preferences.
It is just my opinion. Wishing you a happy life, buddy.

Hi Kaushambi. You are right coz kuch log hote hai those who are interested in pulling us down. They are always busy in proving their superiority by discarding your views. There is a sense of insecurity which prevents them to aprreciate someone else. In this process, they try to hide their weakness by either losing their temper or becoming bossy. It is okay to command your own voice in such a manner that other person don’t tresspass your peaceful zone.
As a friend, I would suggest that follow what your heart says. “Suno sabki but karo apni”. Dont think too much when someone says something to you (like your friend said you pushover). Its her opinion and you can’t stop her also, but its upon you only whether to embrace it or discard it.
Wishing you a great life ahead.

As a friend, I would suggest that don’t overstress yourself and look it as a phase only. Have confidence in yourself and don’t let your inner pull go away from you because it will fuel your future directions. After crossing this rough phase, you will learn something great about yourself. Have a great life ahead.