I was talking to Thomas

Who says I’m not happy with myself? I never said I disliked myself. Actually, there’s a lot that I like about myself, like my passion, determination, my empathy, my creativity, ect. You don’t know that I’m not starting conversations or showing interests. I am doing both of those thing. I am open to love. Why do you assume I’m not? I feel like you’re making assumptions about me.

My life hasn’t been great. I was fired from my job cuz I missed too many days due to illness. I also got fired from working for my sister. They both happened at the same time in January. I did an externship at a crappy little doctors office from March to May. That was a miserable experience. My therapist DIED back in April. So it’s been pretty rough. I’m still looking for a job with no luck. The only positive thing is that I started esketamine therapy, which treats treat resistant depression.

I like to play violin, even tho I don’t practice NEARLY as much as I should. I also enjoy baking,reading,playing video games and crocheting.

What values do I hold? I’m not sure how to best answer that question. I value honesty, loyalty, standing for what’s right even when others try to bring you down.