Hi,
This is my first time posting on here but I’ve been reading a lot of the articles and they help a lot. I’ve just been very anxious lately and I kinda feel stuck and I wonder what the purpose of this is? It feels pointless. I go to a very tough school where we do rotations between school and internships every 3 months, I live alone on my internships and I hardly see people and I’m not happy with my job.. I just am not happy. I feel so anxious almost all the time, I cause fights between me and my boyfriend. And honestly I need advice on my relationship too because I just feel out of control. We’ve been dating for almost 8 months and we’ve been through some tough times, but overall we’ve gotten pretty close. However, I think my moods have caused a strain that might not be fixable. He’s very outgoing and I’m only outgoing with people I’m comfortable with, so often I would just be on Tumblr in his bed or room while he played video games or socialized and he made me feel down about it because he was down about it. now we are long distance because he graduated and got a job 5 hours away from my current internship and we fight a lot. Mostly because of me. I saw he was texting some girl from online (she lives very far away) but he was saying that he isn’t in love with me, but he loves me. So I’m just so lost.. I don’t know what to do…
-A very confused 19 year old 🙁