Hi all! How are you?
Well, I met a guy few months ago (in person) and we used to talk each day at Facebook. He used to be lovely and fun, wrote a song for me and weeks later, said he wanted as a girl. Ok, that’s not a problem! The problem is I was bullied at the school and for some reasons, I’m afraid of commitment (I had a boyfriend yet), never told him about it.
I’d say I’m not in love, but I like our talk, he used to compliment me a lot, say almost everytime!
Anyway, I made something stupid. I’m jealous (I know) because he has a pretty close friend. They are always together – I don’t know how do I explain it! – well, I told him ” I think she is your girl, you should be with her.” He was like ” come on, she is just a friend. I don’t have a girl, I want you.” Ok, we’ve made it up! I talked to my brother and he said ” when someone has a close friend, you don’t need to worry about because probably they are just friends.”
2 weeks later, we (me and the guy) were talking when I said I need to take a medicine because I was nervous. He just laughed! And I got mad. Then I said ” I don’t wanna talk to you anymore, you don’t have feelings. Bla bla bla” He told me bad things like “imature”, “I had a girl just like you. Anyway, I’m in love with you but it seems you don’t wanna be with me, let’s take a break. Bla bla bla”
I’d say we are in the no contact period about a month. We were just friends.
So…I taped a video, to tell him things. But I don’t know really if I should apologize or follow my heart and forget that guy forever. Btw, I don’t speak english very well. I’m confused.