Hear I go again.
I’ve posted here a few times before – when I was in the midst of a breakup, with no hope of things getting better – and people’s care always helped. Lately I’ve even commented on a few posts, hoping to encourage others, because I had started to feel I was finally getting better. I am better, but my ex (of about a year now) is seeing someone else, and it still hurts quite a lot. I appreciate that he took time to get over our relationship, that he was careful and sensitive about letting me know, so I have no resentment. I like what I’ve seen of her and I do honestly hope he finds the happiness we had both tried to achieve by being together. But it hurts. It hurts quite a lot, because even though I’ve started to see how we can’t work even if we were to give it another go, I still miss him. And it hurts to know he’s treating someone else in the way he used to treat me – even though I don’t feel jealous of her, I simply look back and feel nostalgic.
I know I’ll be ok (and I’m very proud of my progress – which some of you on this site helped so much) I’m just reaching out and sharing a little.
JDKM