You need to hear this.
I don’t even know you but I can tell You are worth so much more then the garbage that person put you through.
That person is the one with the problem you have done nothing at all wrong and deserve so much better .
Just the fact you put your heart into it and tried makes you so far above the treatmeant you received. There is no point trying to understand that person because they are totally wrong. What they did was horrible.
It is absolutely stupid to let this emotionally harm you! the rest of the world may think you are wonderful and there are honestly so many guys out there who will love you and treat you loyally. On top of this there are so many wonderful handsome guys with great qualities too that will make you happy.
Don’t let the magic of who you are be ruined, Because it’s not just affecting you.
When you are investing your time in this garbage the rest of the world is missing out on the awesomeness of the real you.
I’m probably from a totally different walk of life to you and I just hate to see how such a problem you don’t deserve is affecting you. And I hope this person doesn’t alter your view on life because it’s not how real life is, you’ve just experienced something bad.
And the fact I know your awesome is because it takes a Special person to put thier heart into something and be honest like that.