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September 22, 2014 at 7:26 am #65350
Luna
Participanthi there, if you are asking for advice or a question… i think you have already made up your mind and know exactly what your heart wants. If it works, it would have worked a long time ago… you wouldn’t even have to think twice, and you would not be here to discuses the situation andddd….. you would not fall for that man.
There is nothing to say in this, but i can feel so much pain that you have to go through right now, the decision is harder as your children are still young. But the longer you leave, risks are more damage for both children and yourself and your husband. Im not trying to advice to do anything, i am just speaking my opinion about your circumstance.
Came from a family where my parents divorced when i was young, it was hurt but maybe it hurts a little less because i was very young and innocent to realise things, but if my parents were to divorce now… i can accept it, but i would be very hurt.
Sooner than later…
Your chemistry with the man 30 years ago, must been very strong for you both to reconnected again. Once its there, it’d always be there.
I hope you all the best.
This relationship is headache and emotional drainage, I’ve learnt to not leave things any longer if it don’t feel right, its probably not right.
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GoodluckSeptember 24, 2014 at 8:41 am #65476Jack
ParticipantThe words emotional affair say it all. You broke up with the other guy for a reason and you say your husband has been abusive since you’ve known him. I’m thinking that the old boy friend is some way to regain your youth. The fact that the other guy is connecting with you knowing you’re married says a lot about him. I’m not saying you shouldn’t leave a bad relationship, but I think the other guy is an excuse. Separate from your husband and forget about another guy to make you happy.
September 24, 2014 at 9:43 am #65478Inky
ParticipantWould you divorce your husband if the other guy didn’t exist? There’s your answer.
But wait for all the kids to be adults first if you do. That’s when change would happen anyway.
And if you do divorce, keep the other guy a “ghost” for a while, for everyone’s mental health. Then gently introduce him a few years later so he doesn’t catch any stigma for breaking up a marriage.
October 4, 2014 at 9:50 am #65982driverdan
ParticipantWhen does love trump duty?
…when it is for love for your self. Living in any type of abusive relationship clouds your judgement. “Dealing” means becoming a master of deception to yourself and your feelings. Your thoughts are often replaced by someone else’s and you find a way to believe the words, blame yourself, and make excuses. Duty and loyalty are excuses. Where were they when you “reconnected”? Is love for an old boyfriend an excuse too? Could be or could be real. But like Jack was saying, you are the only key to your happiness. No one can give it to you. Inky said it too, you are better off separating him from this decision. Your kids already know what the deal is. What kind of example/advice do you want to pass on to them? Get very honest with yourself, think for yourself, decide what kind of life you want for *you*, and move on.
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