Hi sigfred,
I agree that you need to cut out the black and white thinking. The reality of life is that we are all on a spectrum. For example: you might outlive all of us (your Health might be at 90%, you just don’t know it yet! Who knows??). You are a good writer, as you did a great job expressing yourself! Let’s say Writing 80%. Do you see what I’m getting at? At the end of the day we are all schmoes just trying to muddle through this life.
And look at babies, the elderly or the infirm. They have just as much right to be here with dignity as anyone, even if all they can do is eat, sleep and poop.
My daughter just gave me a great book called When Breath Becomes Air. The theme seems to be: Everything matters, yet nothing matters. I can’t go on, yet I do go on.
Blessings to You,
Inky