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December 15, 2018 at 1:40 pm #269375ReinaParticipant
i broke up with a guy i was madly inlove with because i love myself more and i knew I deserved way better. I cant seem to get over him its been 8 months since we broke up and hes on my mind 24/7 of the time and when hes not something always reminds me of him. Its been hard because i really thought that he was the last one, that i was going to spend the rest of my life with him, i really did believe it, then i saw all of my hopes crash right before my eyes. And months after we broke up he finally says the truth that hes not ready for commitment and that i deserve better and that he made a mistake getting into a relationship with me. It still kills me and im so tired. Nothing seems to be working and as much as i try to hate him and forget him i cant.
December 16, 2018 at 8:07 am #269437AnonymousGuestDear Reina:
You broke up with him but right after you broke up with him, you tried to get back with him but he didn’t want you back. You wrote in an earlier thread: “He never wanted to get back and completely blamed me for everything and made me sound like a psycho”.
What did he say about your behavior that made you sound like a psycho?
anita
December 16, 2018 at 9:04 am #269441ReinaParticipantHe was never used to communicating and how I always sent him poems i wrote or told him how i feel and just faught for him that pushed him away further. And everytime he would do something that upsets me and i talk to him about it he thinks its arguing and he thinks im crazy. Hes never used to talking when something happens he just ignores everything and distances himself
December 16, 2018 at 9:20 am #269445AnonymousGuestDear Reina:
In every relationship, in most cases, the two people involved contribute to the success or the failure of the relationship. Are you suggesting that in your case, in this relationship, he is the one responsible for the failure of the relationship and you are not, not at all?
anita
December 16, 2018 at 9:32 am #269447ReinaParticipantIt could be my fault too but i cant think of anything that i did, i broke up with him because all of a sudden he became distant and then he went on vacation and became a total different person because he was smoking weed and I wasn’t going to wait for something worse to happen so i broke things off and he didnt care at all he actually seemed happy and like i was holding him back from having fun. My explanation to this is that he didnt give himself enough time to get over his ex girlfriend which he was with for 5 years and that i was a rebound and maybe he wanted to experience what the single life is like and i was holding him back, even though he talked about marriage alot and gave me false hope he then said he was never ready for commitment and that I deserve someone better.
December 16, 2018 at 9:36 am #269449ReinaParticipantAfter the breakup he said that he wanted to stay friends but then ghosted again and ignored me all the time. Then he tells me he loves me then he tells me he doesn’t want anyone in his life and it was very confusing which made things worse for me and its been so hard forgetting him and letting go and accepting the fact that i will never talk to him again i cant even ask about him or how hes doing, i dont like to cut people off like that especially if i loved them so much..
December 16, 2018 at 10:52 am #269461AnonymousGuestDear Reina:
You shared on your various threads that you met this young man in Aug 2017 as friends. He told you at the time about his ex girlfriend of four years, that he was not over her, and was still trying to get back with her. September he stopped all contact with you, “just ghosted, no texts and he never replies to me”, you wrote. October his ex/ back-together girlfriend texted you to stay away from him. December he contacted you, “texting me non stop”, but you ignored him.
February 2018 you finally responded to him, “started to open up to him”. By the end of February you went out with him as his girlfriend for the first time, “he held my hand, we watched the sunset, he told me everything about his family, and he gave me his favorite bracelet”. The relationship got deeper in March, “way deeper, very deep. We were crazy about each other, I let him become my everything”.
April you had midterms, you were stressed and “things just started deteriorating”. You tried to talk with him and he “tried to get out of evert talk we had as fast as possible”. By the end of April he barely contacted you and when he did, he was “distant and vague”. You then broke up with him.
After you broke up with him, you w ere devastate and “couldn’t be without him”. You “cried 24/7 and just begged that we fix what we had”. You “always sent him poems”, told him how you felt and “just fought for him”, but he “thinks it’s arguing and he thinks I’m crazy… he just ignores everything and distances himself”. You wrote that he “seems so relieved to be single and he said.. he made a mistake getting into a relationship with me”. You wrote that the two of you “are on bad terms”.
In summary: the bf/gf relationship with him lasted two months, Feb-April this year. It is over now, and he is not at all interested in resuming a relationship with you. But you think about him a lot and still contacting him, still trying to cause him to want to have a relationship with you. Am I understanding correctly?
anita
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December 16, 2018 at 8:03 pm #269553ReinaParticipantNot a relationship but just to stay friends and be on good terms, he even said himself he wants to say friends cause we click so well but then ghosted fof a reason i dont understand
December 17, 2018 at 6:30 am #269613AnonymousGuestDear Reina:
Regarding the “reason I don’t understand” in your recent short post, it looks to me that his reason for having said at one point (after the ending of the two months or less relationship, Feb-April) let’s-be-friends and at other times ghosting you is because he can’t get you to stop chasing him and contacting him. So at one point he said let’s-be-friends, hoping you will stop sending him love poems and texting him and chasing him as a potential boyfriend.. but that didn’t work, so he ghosted you.
Reads to me that he simply doesn’t want any contact with you but you keep chasing him.
anita
December 17, 2018 at 7:19 am #269617ReinaParticipantHe actually asked to be friends after i had told him that i cant keep doing this and said my goodbyes he asked “what are you doing? We cant even be friends?” And thats why im confused.
December 17, 2018 at 7:20 am #269619ValoraParticipantReina, if I were you, given the short timeline of your relationship, I would just let this one go completely. Sometimes they say they want to be friends just because they feel like it softens the blow and other times they do mean it, but it’s kind of hard to stay friends with an ex, especially so soon after a breakup. Being friends right now wouldn’t be helpful for you either, since you’re currently having trouble letting go. Talking to him often would likely only make you want to hold onto him even more, so it’s usually best to wait until you’re completely over someone before maintaining a friendship.
December 17, 2018 at 8:04 am #269633ReinaParticipantYou’re right i mean i really should just drop this. I appreciate your feedback so much thank you.
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