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September 28, 2016 at 5:04 am #116549
Inky
ParticipantHi jessv22,
IMO, The only guys you can legitimately be friends with are boys you knew from before you met your BF. But now that you’ve been together for so long, there is probably no one you can be friends with individually. Does that make sense?
His anger… He probably has suspected stuff (that wasn’t true) for a long, long time. And then this third party (do you know who that is?) told him misleading information that made you look irretrievably bad.
Your friendship.. What are we talking about? Was it meeting up for coffee once in a blue moon? Hand holding? Social media Friend? An emotional affair can be just as damaging as a physical one. The fact that your BF had to hear about it from someone else can be seen as a betrayal in itself.
I’m sorry to say, you coming at him again and again was boundary busting, as if his wishes didn’t matter.
What I would do ~ and I would only do this once ~ is write a note and give it to his mother, explaining it also to her. And in the note write, “It’s a shame you would end a relationship over something I haven’t done based on what someone else with their own agenda would love to think is real. I never was going out with Friend behind your back, but I might as well now.”
Only write the note if you would consider going out with your friend (you might as well!) If not, just talk to the mother (who might calm him down). Then LET IT GO.
Good Luck,
Inky
September 28, 2016 at 6:31 am #116553Deleted due to privacy infringment
ParticipantI believe he has suspected stuff, because he has asked me in the past and I have told him we were friends… I just do not think he knows the gravity of our friendship….. He probably didn’t realize that we texted several times a week, hung out once every few weeks with other friends, no holding hands, no kissing, no sex, he actually never even came over my house….
The only piece of information that I know is that supposedly he received an anonymous Facebook message….. I was acting weird towards my bf all weekend because my friend whom had feelings for me discovered my boyfriend and I were together and he was very upset over it, he stated that I mislead him and he was going to ruin my life…… During the weekend I was so ashamed of myself because I had realized I was deceiving people… I was distancing myself from my boyfriend, I was not acting usual.. He kept asking me if something was wrong and questioning things I was doing… Finally one night he asked me if I had anything to tell him and I told him yes when he gets home from work.. He never returned home, he stayed at his mothers and blocked my number…… I had to chase him down and beg him to talk to me.. I have no idea how he truly did find out and who this third person was….. But my only information from a mutual friend was that there was an anonymous email telling my boyfriend that I was cheating on him or in a relationship with someone else….
I was told to give him a few weeks before reaching out to him again and before writing any note…. give him sometime to process his emotions and thoughts…
September 28, 2016 at 7:42 am #116554Inky
ParticipantCan you print out this post and give it to his mom?
You very honestly just explained it all right here.
September 28, 2016 at 9:28 am #116562Anonymous
GuestDear jessv22:
You wrote in your last post, about your boyfriend: “I just do not think he knows the gravity of our friendship”-
If you would like to explain here the “gravity of” your friendship with the other guy, please do:
What was the nature of the emotional intimacy you’ve been having with the other guy for three years? Is that friendship still ongoing presently and had it changed since the breakup with your boyfriend?
I am asking in an effort to understand you and your situation better and see where a better understanding may lead you…?
anita
September 28, 2016 at 10:49 am #116575Deleted due to privacy infringment
ParticipantThe gravity of the friendship is that we spoke several times a week and hung out with friends every month or so…
The friendship has ended and he’s dating someone
September 28, 2016 at 7:52 pm #116625Anonymous
GuestDear jessv22:
It was a mistake to have this friendship behind your boyfriend’s back. You wrote: “I knew it would hurt him and that is why I hid it…. ” You knew it would hurt him so not having this friendship would have been the right thing to do.
Seven and a half years with your boyfriend is a long time though.
To get back with your boyfriend, I would recommend that you attend psychotherapy with a competent therapist. In therapy gain insight into why you kept this friendship even though you knew it will hurt your boyfriend; gain insight into your motivation.
Share with your (now ex) boyfriend that you are attending therapy for this reason. Maybe involve him in the therapy- have him attend a couple of sessions with you.
I don’t know the quality of the relationship you had with your boyfriend for so many years- it may be a good idea to look into it, in therapy.
Best of course, to not chase him, no matter how desperate you feel. Calm down best you can, it will serve you better. And do post anytime.
anita
September 29, 2016 at 8:29 am #116678Alien incident47
ParticipantSadly I know your pain and what your going through, breaking someone’s trust and trying to figure out how to regain it is hard , especially when they cut off communication on your part is equally hard . I have done that recently and hidden things that came to light , some of it was harmful more than needed to be. Your doing all you can to get communication going and he is wrapped up in anger to here you , it feels like they are putting more pride in their hurt , pain and anger that you can’t get through him. In your situation , first try to find ways to occupy your thoughts and give him space , work on ways to forgive your self and learn from this, keeplease your self active . As for your friend decide how much you need him in your life and seek closure if you need to cut him out of your life .
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