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  • #326587
    Anonymous
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    Dear Clara:

    You had a one year relationship with a man. There were no arguments or any sign of trouble before he broke up with you stating: “You knew that it wasn’t going to work out”. A few weeks later, as you went to his place to collect your things, he apologized to you profusely, telling you that he really missed you, and that he wanted to “talk soon about things”. A bit later, he sent you a message that he had a girlfriend.

    Following that, in the small town you all live, you saw him and his girlfriend “all loved up  for months”. Some time later, you and him happened to be at the same place, he told you that he was still in love with you, that he missed you so much, that he wanted out of the relationship with his current girlfriend “but didn’t know how to get out of” if. The two of you got drunk at that time, and “ended up sleeping together”.

    A few days later, you told his girlfriend about what happened and she told you that “she had suspicions that he had been cheating with other girls”. She thanked you and suggested “to continue the conversation at some other point”. She then confronted him, and he convinced her that you seduced him, that he “had no recollection of anything”, that he never told you that he missed you and was still in love with you, and so forth. They are back together and his message to you, to her (and maybe to other concerned individuals) is that you are “the deranged one”.

    My input: I believe that you did the right thing for this woman when you told her. You did the socially responsible thing to do, giving her the opportunity to make an informed decision regarding her relationship, informed by you. She then squandered the opportunity, something we all do at times, not taking advantage of opportunities for a better life.

    You suffer a negative consequence for having done the right thing, which is why women in your position often choose to not say anything. The negative consequence doesn’t change the fact that you did the right thing by this woman.

    “How to stop feeling hatred towards the ex?”- you can imagine his trouble when he decides that it is time for him to end his current relationship with his current girlfriend. How is he going to manage that, to end it without her figuring: so he was the bad guy after all!

    For as long as you have no contact with him, or with his girlfriend (none, after that one conversation you mentioned), and for as long as you don’t talk about him or her to  anyone who might relay such talk to any one of them, he will not be able to blame you for choosing to end the relationship with her. And if he tries to stay with her just so to  not look bad, he will feel  very trapped. So how will he break up with her without looking as bad as she already knows that he is?

    I don’t know, but this will be very unpleasant for him, and so, he is very likely to suffer the consequences of his actions, it is just a matter of time.

    Does this help any?

    anita

     

    #326645
    Valora
    Participant

    My issue now, as petty as it sounds, is I can’t stop feeling this hatred towards him for lying, and getting away with lying. He’s become the perfect boyfriend, to show everyone that he couldn’t possibly be a liar, and that I am the deranged one. I’m not as shocked by his behaviour as I am about how disgusted I am. I want to go back to a place where his lies- or any of his actions- don’t affect me.

    I think your anger/hatred/disgust is justified in this case, as he has definitely done things to deserve that reaction. I’ve learned, though, that it helps to get rid of anger by looking at all of the possible sources.  For instance, I was really mad at my ex for a long time because of the things he did after he ended our relationship, and, like you, I didn’t want to waste the energy on being mad at him and couldn’t figure out why I couldn’t just let it go. So I started digging deeper for other reasons why I may be so angry and realized I was actually more angry with myself. Sometimes we can get mad at ourselves without realizing it when someone makes us feel like a fool or drags us into drama that we don’t want to be involved in, and our anger for the other person can sort of hide this anger we have for ourselves, so if you dig deeper and realize you’re angry with yourself for your part in getting into the drama… and we can even be mad at ourselves for irrational things we couldn’t possibly have known the result of beforehand, like being mad at yourself for ever dating him in the first place… if you figure out exactly what you’re angry about when it comes to your part in things and you can forgive yourself, especially if there is a lesson there you can learn so you don’t find yourself in that situation again if possible… I’ve found that lessens quite a bit of the anger.

    The rest of the anger you feel for him will lessen over time. You just have to sort of feel it when it comes and let it pass on through. As time passes, thinking of it will upset you less and less.

    As for him and his girlfriend, I would do your best to just detach from them and their situation completely. You did your part in telling her what he did, and I think it was a good thing for you to tell her because she deserved to know, especially since it had been an ongoing thing of him saying he missed you while he was with her. She is the one who then chose to eventually disregard when you said. That will likely blow up in her face later on, and that will be her fault and something she’ll need to come to terms with then. He may be acting perfect now, but he is very clearly not perfect, so he will only be able to keep up the act for so long. Please rest assured of that.

    So in order to get back to that place where his lies and actions don’t affect you, cut him (and her) out of your life completely, don’t let them back in, and then just give yourself time to heal, be patient with your feelings, and the anger will eventually dissipate.

    #326657
    Clara
    Participant

    Thank you Anita and Valora for your responses! I already feel much better.

    #326671
    Anonymous
    Guest

    You are welcome, Clara. Post again anytime.

    anita

    #326721
    Valora
    Participant

    You’re welcome, Clara! I’m glad you’re feeling better!

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