Hi blisshead,
Maybe you are an “alien”. You are certain to be of a different breed than the peers you see around you. It’s good to connect with the people of your own “kind” ~ in uniqueness, sensitivity, and nature. Once you find even one or two, band together to make a great team! Perhaps your greatness will come through a community of like minded others. You could help form an artist’s guild, retreat center, yoga workshops, music band, etc.
“A rope of three strands is not so easily broken”,
Inky