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September 19, 2016 at 7:27 am #115588
Inky
ParticipantHi greenshade,
I think being attracted to unavailable people is your subconscious talking. When you fall for an attached person that’s your unconscious saying:
1. Someone else wants him so he’s worthy
2. If he picks me that means I’m better than her, which must mean I’m an awesome person
3. Everyone else who ever rejected me in the past was therefore wrong if a worthy person chose me over someone else.
If you don’t want to “give up” reframe that thought and replace it with “I have boundaries”.
Blessings,
Inky
September 19, 2016 at 9:42 am #115596Anonymous
GuestDear greenshade:
You wrote above: ” this is the second time in the past few months where Ive become attached to someone unavailable and Im not quite sure why Im acting this way or how I can stop it”
I reviewed some of your previous threads, of most relevance to the why you are attached to someone unavailable is your thread from June this year.
In that thread you wrote that your father, with whom you live, does not want you to leave home and sabotaged previous efforts on your part to leave home temporarily on work trips or for any reason. He was very much against the arranged marriage suggestion, not wanting you to marry so that you will stay home.
I am thinking that the reason you fixate on unavailable men is because a relationship with an available man is not an option for you. It is not an option for you because your father will be against it, forbidding you from having such a relationship.
What do you think and feel about my suggestion?
anita
September 19, 2016 at 7:23 pm #115655greenshade
ParticipantHey guys thanks for replying! I think you are both right. There has always been a small element of ‘this will show them’ in whoever I have been attracted to, available or otherwise. The them being kids from my middle school who ostracized me. I do also think being with an available man is not n option for me because I wouldn’t know how to be in that situation, or like normal healthy relationships just feel like they happen to other people, they aren’t really ssomething I can understand or am meant for.
September 19, 2016 at 7:29 pm #115656Anonymous
GuestDear greenshade:
I think you are meant for a healthy relationship just like any other human on the face of this earth.
anita
September 29, 2016 at 12:48 pm #116700greenshade
ParticipantHey guys. I’ve had some space in the past two weeks from this second person I was attracted to. Here is what I’ve realized: When I first met him I found him manipulative. I was wary of him, tried to keep some space. Overtime, he started paying me very focused attention and (I) responded to it, despite still not liking him. Then, over some more time I purposefully started ignoring the parts of him that I did not like, because that would take away from the attention he was giving me. I basically ignored every danger sign I had picked up on. Then he suddenly switched his attention to someone else, and I reacted very strongly to the withdrawal of attention. Basically I would’ve done anything to get that attention back. Thank god I had some space, not of my own choice but because of circumstance. This is basically a confessional, because I feel I need to own my parts in this, in order to be more aware of them in the future.
(self esteem is still crap, still feeling terrible, no hope, but I can see myself getting to a point of hope soon, and aint that something!!)September 30, 2016 at 1:14 pm #116797Anonymous
GuestDear greenshade:
Thank you for the “confessional” as you called it. Good insight! Some space to think helped you see things clearly. Glad you are getting to a point of hope soon. And yes, it is something!
anita
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