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September 10, 2017 at 4:55 pm #168188
PearceHawk
ParticipantBrooke,
There’s a lot for me to digest in your post so I will think on this and get back. Promise. I hate seeing things like this happen. But I promise you I will get back. By the way, approximately where are you in the country? Are you in America or elsewhere? I ask this for the purpose of getting back to you in a timely manner, considering time zones.
Pearce
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September 11, 2017 at 12:51 am #168236Austin
ParticipantAlright Brooke,
I’m gonna give it to you straight from a guy’s perspective.
He’s not serious about you and probably never was. You are probably great eye candy for him and he can probably brag about his hot girlfriend to his friends and blah blah blah. Listen, this dude is neeeehhhever gonna propose or actually marry you. No matter how much you pressure him to make a real move instead of words, he will always dodge it and find a way to weasel out of it and make it your fault.
I’m just some guy on the internet so take my opinion for what it’s worth, but Brooke, since you’re attractive, go out and find a winner who will put a ring on it. I’m sure it won’t be hard to find a great guy who makes you laugh and doesn’t act like a brat. Please, save yourself some time, and break up with this bum. No matter what excuse or clever phrase he uses, break up with him. If you stick to your guns and break this relationship, he may actually respect you for once. You’re worth more than that.
September 11, 2017 at 5:22 am #168266Inky
ParticipantHi Brooke,
Austin is right here!
Listen, it is SO unusual for college couples to be together after college that most people don’t even try to make it happen. Some relationships are for a certain time and place in your life (college).
DUMP HIM, because you have become “That Girl”. The girl who is long distance. The girl that hounds the guy for a commitment. The girl who resents him because he is just getting better and better and she’s just the girl from Chicago (or wherever you’re from) that he knew in college.
DON’T move to his city. That is even more pathetic (to the eyes of the guy). Heck, if my college boyfriend did that I’d have moved!!
You don’t even have to formally end things. Just stop taking his texts and calls. Let him worry about you for a little. Then, THREE weeks later, FINALLY text him back and simply say, “I’ve met someone.” That’s it. Then let him live in an echo-chamber. “Hello? Hello? Can we talk about this? Hello? Well, I wish you the best, LOL. Hello?”
Blessings,
Inky
September 11, 2017 at 5:39 am #168268Anonymous
GuestDear Brooke:
This is my understanding of your situation: distressed by anxiety you tried to control him and the relationship, exert power over him aggressively, fighting with him, demanding him to produce results that will make you feel safe. Intimidated by you, he accommodated you in the past, but it was never enough because your anxiety kept going, leading you to more fighting, more efforts to control.
He is currently not intimidated by you and so, you lost what control you had over him. He made the right decision, to no longer be controlled and to disengage from fighting.
You wrote that you went to counseling regarding your anxiety. I hope you keep going. If you reduce and manage your anxiety without reacting to it by fighting and demanding, if you let him be, if you practice the Win-Win principle in your relationship with him (you don’t control him, that is him Losing), then there is a chance for this relationship to work out.
There needs to be no more fighting. No more aggression in your relationship.
anita
September 11, 2017 at 6:20 am #168272Brooke
ParticipantI understand where u guys are coming from but the relationship is a little more complex than that. He has not always been this way up until we have had some terrible fights. He was scared to lose me and wanted to get a place together after the summer. However, the fighting took a toll on him and has pushed him to rightfully reconsider. It is a tough position to be in because I think he is right to want to take things slow after the fights we have had but I am wanting to get back to that deeper comitment that we once had. I am also his first serious gf which makes me nervous. He also has told me that if he wanted things to end he would have ended it after the first fight. The situation is not black and white and I think when ppl hear it without knowing the two people involved they always resort to the solution of breaking up. Maybe that is the right choice but I have yet to leave the situation alone and just let things play out so I do not know if now is the right time to let go. I have kept brining up that I am unhappy with how things are and he always sYs that it’s not the time and place to keep having that conversation bc we need to give it time. I just can’t help but feel like I may be wasting time on someone who is confused on what they want. It seemed very clear before all of this happened but now things are Rocky. I asked him if it was rly just the fighting that was making him want to take things slow or if he didn’t see me as being the one for him. He said it was listing the fighting… and he didn’t understand why all of this meant that he didn’t want a future with me. It is very confusing.
September 11, 2017 at 6:22 am #168274Brooke
ParticipantSorry that last part was confusing… I’m typing on a phone. He said it was mostly the fighting that has caused him to want to slow things down and not necessarily that he doesn’t want a future with me.
September 11, 2017 at 6:32 am #168282Brooke
ParticipantI don’t think that would be a very mature way to handle the situation. I respect him as a person and would never just stop speaking to him out of nowhere. He would never do that to me. He said he needs a lot of time to heal and that we should see where we are at after a year. I don’t think that sounds like someone who is ready to give up just yet. I’m just trying to navigate what the right choice is.
September 11, 2017 at 12:44 pm #168336Ana
ParticipantHi Brooke,
I sympathize with your situation and especially the not wanting to “give up just yet.” I think that if you aren’t ready to give up, that’s ok. However, I wanted to comment on some things that you said. First, you said that he’s told you, repeatedly it sounds like, that he needs time and he wants to take things slow. When you continuously bring up that you are unhappy with his request, that is not giving things time. In other words you are not respecting his needs. I know that it’s very hard to back off from the situation, especially when you want it to work out, but that is essentially what he is asking you to do. You are feeling insecure with the relationship the way it is now and by asking him about it often you are seeking reassurance from him. When he says that he doesn’t know what you want him to say, it’s because he’s already told you how he feels and what he wants. He knows what he wants and how he feels with regards to the relationship, now you have to decide how you feel and what you want. Are you willing to actually give things time? If you are, then I would suggest that when you guys do see each other, try to be present and enjoy the time you do get to spend with him without worrying about the future. In the meantime, what can you do to cope? I think right now would be a great time for you to keep figuring out who you are. The time after college can be very challenging and stressful because of all the changes that take place, but you can also use this time to really get to know yourself and try new things that perhaps you wouldn’t try if you lived with your boyfriend. What do you want? You mentioned that your boyfriend is thriving at work and that he works out every day. What are you doing with your day to day? One last thing that I think is important to mention…it is not your boyfriend’s (or anyone’s) responsibility to make you happy. That is a very heavy burden for anyone to bear. The only person who can make you happy is really you. I think that you going to counseling is a great start and I hope you continue to go!
At the end of the day you are really the only one who can decide what you are willing to put up with and how long you are willing to wait. Don’t stay involved in the relationship out of fear. If your boyfriend decides he doesn’t want to commit like before, you will be ok.
I hope this helps!
Ana
September 12, 2017 at 5:20 am #168372Eliana
ParticipantHi Brooke,
Have you ever read that highly popular best selling book (which later turned into a movie) “He’s just not that into you”. If not, I highly recommend it. This man does not want a committed relationship. He is happy with his life. He has in his own way “moved on” He may say he “loves you” but it’s just words and he is not walking his talk. I’m going to use of of my favorite quotes or two. “If a man really wants to be with you, he will move heaven and earth to be with you, no excuses.” “Never invest more time and energy on someone, than they invest in you”. I think the relationship unfortunately has reached a dead-end. You deserve better.
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