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  • #118485
    Inky
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    Hi Libby/Julie,

    Don’t be embarrassed. This is SO common it’s almost unbelievable. My dentist told me that a few (!) of his patients would come in with their therapists, friends or meditation tapes.

    What I would do is have OTHER people make your doctor appointments for you like a parent or secretary would and hang out with you while the doctor is there. Meditation tapes, darkened room, calming incense, music, candles. Have DH give you a massage right before. Foot rubs are good too. Then when the doctor leaves you have a nice meal and a glass of wine.

    Anyone who has been through a panic attack KNOWS how powerful and overwhelming it is. No shame. No embarrassment. None!

    Blessings,

    Inky

    #118489
    Libby
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    Inky

    Thank you, your reply made me relax and cry 😉

    It’s so reassuring to know I am not being silly and this can be pretty normal, so thank you for that.

    I said to my husband if I was in a dark room I know I’d cope, so it must be I am embarrassed to show myself panicking. I might just throw a blanket over my head haha!

    Thank you I shall try those tools you’ve suggested. I ordered an oil diffuser yesterday and tonight I am going to go and buy some lavender oil to see if it will help calm me.

    Thank you

    Julie

    #118490
    ketzer
    Participant

    Hmmm. It seems what you are most afraid of is your fear, or rather your reaction to it. It’s sort of a compound fear. If your mind is anything like every other human mind, it is not nearly such a rational place as we all like to think it is. Phobias of all sorts are common. Sometimes their roots can be discovered and dug up (e.g. some social phobias) others are harder nuts to crack (e.g. fear of heights). I am a very rational person and like to think I can reason my way through most anything. Yet when it comes to emotions it just doesn’t work that way. Although thought can help, the cortex is just not in the drivers seat when it comes to emotions. Anyway, my point is perhaps start by accepting you have the phobia, you may have a panic attack, but that is ok, you will get through it and life will go on. What not to accept is any shame about it. It is just one of the things you have to deal with. Others have other things they have to deal with. I read book this a bit back and found the concepts helpful. https://www.thehappinesstrap.com/ I particularly liked the metaphor of walking off the battlefield and letting the war go on without me. Since then there has been quite bit more published regarding the ACT therapy idea. You can probably find what you need on the WWW without buying the book.
    Good luck.

    #118526
    Kat
    Participant

    Hello Julie, I hope since you’ve posted this you are feeling better. I hope you know it’s okay to be afraid, and that you are worthy as you are, every panicky, sorrowful part of you. I read some interesting points regarding life that have recently helped me through anxiety. It went something like this…we own nothing. Not our appearance to others, not our relationships, our positions, nor our things. All things are impermanent. We suffer because we try to control, like grappling with the wind and constantly wondering why we haven’t caught it yet. You cannot possess security, not in anything you have. Not in your body which can fail you at any moment, not in how others will see you. So when we’re caught off guard and things fall apart around us we freak out, we want things to be a certain way. But the anguish you feel is good, it’s freeing you from your false sense of security, freeing you from irrational attachment to impermanence. So how can we find peace when nothing is certain in our lives? By knowing we can still love. I more I reflect on it the more I realize that’s the point behind everything. Loving the fleeting gift of life around you that you’re lucky to see, the people who choose everyday to love you, and experiencing the unique wonder that is you, that will free you. That will bring you peace. It will not happen over night, but keep trying to cultivate that love inside you and you will feel better. It’s alright Julie, I love you and I hope my view has helped you some.
    -Kat

    #118534
    Libby
    Participant

    Hi Ketzer

    You’re right, my fear is of how I will react, panicking and showing myself up but also I am afraid of feeling panic like I did once before.

    I have bought the Happiness Trap but never got round to reading it, but I will now, thank you.

    Julie

    #118535
    Libby
    Participant

    Kat

    Thank you so much for your kind words and that new perspective I will take on.

    I do feel I always need to act strong, not show my anxiety and weakness. That is why I am so afraid tomorrow I will have a huge panic attack and show myself up infront of the doctor. He is lovely and kind. I hope I can be strong and get through the panic and find some kind of strength and confidence by putting myself through tomorrow.

    Thank you

    Julie

    #118548
    Anonymous
    Guest

    Dear Julie:

    When you feel your face getting hot, repeat to yourself the thought: I felt this before and it didn’t kill me. I felt it before and survived it. I am feeling it now and I will live to tell about it (here, on your thread) later.

    As you feel it, your face getting hot, stay with the feeling, pay attention. Don’t try to escape from the feeling. Notice how your face feels, then notice how different parts of your body feel; then place your attention back to your face and notice: did the feeling change, is it less hot?

    anita

    #118597
    Libby
    Participant

    Great advice Anita, thank you so much. I shall do my best to try that.

    Julie

    #118628
    Anonymous
    Guest

    Dear Julie:

    This is Friday. I wonder how it went..?

    anita

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