I have fallen in love with a married man and he too loves me most. He makes me feel awesome and he says that he loves me most. We are sharing this relation for past two years but he never told that he will marry me. My parents have searched a guy for me and my marriage is fixed. Now I feel I can’t leave without him and he told me that he will marry me now. My engagement was done with the guy which my family has selected but I don’t like him. I feel depressed thinking about my future with a guy whom I doesn’t love. I have discussed this with the man I loved and he says he will marry me in future if things goes wrong but I feel I don’t want to go away now and marry him. He was not ready to marry for past two years but now he says that he will marry me. I feel disturbed always and I think I wouldn’t be able to live with a man whom I don’t love but I don’t know what to do now. I don’t know what I am gonna do, I have my marriage in next one month and I feel I am so much disturbed mentally. While talking to the guy I feel irritated and I don’t enjoy his talks.