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June 2, 2014 at 5:08 am #57904
Inky
ParticipantHi Mitra,
It sounds like you see his potential, but he’s not ready to Upgrade. Or worse, he can’t! Imagine having an iPhone that just won’t upgrade. It’s usually OK if it misses the first couple times. But if it misses the third time, you find you suddenly can’t use it anymore and have to buy a new phone.
Instead of putting him in the status of Relationship (Relationship meaning we have to do A, B and C), why don’t you “downgrade” him to someone you Care an Awful Lot About and Would Love to See However, Whenever? But the trick/key is to keep it Light. Not serious.
Meanwhile, see other people or be content with the way he is.
Only time and maturity will eventually do its work. OR NOT. That’s the thing.
Keep him on an informal, fun level (tell him that so there’s no confusion) while simultaneously moving on.
June 2, 2014 at 12:40 pm #57922Matt
ParticipantMitra,
In addition to inky’s heartfelt words, consider that sometimes relationships become closely tied with our happiness. For a long time, when you found something new, you’d try to share it with him. Sometimes he’d listen, and sometimes reject you. Either way, that urge to run to him with your discoveries became a habit.
To settle this cycle, intentionally keep things private. Go have some adventures, and don’t tell anyone. What do you like to do? What museums have you wanted to check out? What gallery? What library? What shop? It doesn’t matter what it is, as long as you want to do it, and choose not to tell anyone that you’re going or have gone. Its just for you, a private gift to yourself, exploring.
Then, talking to him, not talking to him, doesn’t matter. You don’t have to tell him, he doesn’t need to know, he hasn’t earned the right to know. Sure, he may inspire all sorts of thoughts and feelings in you, but as long as you keep that secret, he won’t have control. Breathing, enduring the sparks, but then, as you walk away, you’ll have a special place to return to that is only yours. That’s when you’ll be able to see more clearly: “how did dancing with him actually feel?” “Do I want to do that again?”
Finally, consider that if you feel like you want to be with him because you feel lonely, alone, unheard, it would be a good time to self nurture. Hope in a tub with candles, listen to soft music, take a nature walk… something that gets you out of your head, and surrounds your tender heart with warmth and space. My favorite is metta meditation, consider “Sharon Salzburg guided metta meditation” on YouTube, if interested. A little self care goes a long way, and the right amount of self care goes all the way. 🙂
Good luck!
With warmth,
MattJune 4, 2014 at 2:52 pm #58103LaLaTra
Participantthank you for your time and insight! much appreciated.
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