Double posting! As to your post before last:

I so relate to feeling something authentically and then doubting that it’s real (“u’re faking it”)

It’s a normal confusion that happens as a result of early trauma ( or a result of taking a mood altering drug, I imagine)

As to your most recent post: I think that the sooner you put yourself first ( I don’t mean selfishly, but in a way that’s healthy), the sooner 2026 will get better and better.

Does this make sense to you, really putting yourself first, like you matter most- in your own life? 🌿 # 1?

🐶 Anita