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  • #170671
    Brayden
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    Thank you guys so much. I donā€™t really have anybody that I feel wouldnā€™t be biased about me being gay, especially in a conservative environment like this, but I think I just need to try to look forward to the future. I agree with trying to find a friend to vent to though, I should probably just all with one of my close friends. And thank you for mentioning the It Gets Better Project, Iā€™ll check it out.

    #170461
    Brayden
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    Thank you guys for the responses. The main two things I have been going through are, me being gay with a homophobic family, and my parents are getting divorced. To be honest, I donā€™t really even feel anything from my parents getting divorced, and I mostly rely on myself for happiness, and other things. Me being gay is a big issue though. Iā€™ve been out for about a year at school, and that was a big mistake. My brother goes to my school this year and heā€™s as homophobic as my parents. One of his friends told him that I asked out this one guy last year, so now I donā€™t know what to think. I honestly donā€™t care what happens anymore. My older brother shares the same views of me, so heā€™s sort of a ā€œbreather.ā€ Also, mental issues have been an issue for me. It started out as health anxiety, and I feel like it has just made everything worse. Iā€™ll slack off at school, but I still get good grades. By me slacking off, I mean being loud, annoying, and obnoxious in class. Most of it comes from me not feeling ā€œconnected.ā€ I have memory issues, I overthink, I overreact. And I react to these by thinking that I have some brain issues like a brain tumor, or a defective brain. My anxiety has calmed down a little bit, but on the flip side, I have been careless, and sad. I feel so ā€œout thereā€ compared to everybody else. I have a good amount of friends that stick up for me and are there for me, but I just donā€™t feel like they need to do that. I feel like they feel obligated to hang out with me. I just want to move far away and start a new life, and I just want to leave everybody behind.

    #169915
    Brayden
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    Ok, this actually describes what Iā€™ve been going through in real life right now! Thank you so much!

    #169695
    Brayden
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    The house that my uncle was in was very small. The pool table was the only thing in decent shape there. When the killer walked in, he didnā€™t even acknowledge me, and my uncle didnā€™t acknowledge me the whole time. I also noticed that all the dead ends were ended by either houses or fences. And know looking back, I realize that I didnā€™t even ask anybody for help, it was just me trying to run away. And of course I could have gone over the fence or around the house, but I didnā€™t I just turned around and went the other way. Can you explain this?

    #169637
    Brayden
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    Ok, thank you a lot. I donā€™t know when Iā€™ll get it, but Iā€™ll try and get it sometime in the future.

    #144299
    Brayden
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    Thank you guys so much! And just to clarify, I do feel dissociation in real life, but I’m not anxious about it, I’m just a little depressed about it, because I don’t have anxiety, and I don’t have any other health issues that I’m aware of.

    #144225
    Brayden
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    When I said this is exaggerated, I meant that the dream was exaggerated.

    #138293
    Brayden
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    Thanks and I don’t really know. I guess anything possible, but the dream was kind of unrealistic.

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