You are spot on with your insights! Thank you! What feelings am I trying to get from the behaviors that led me to where I am? Also, what feelings am I trying to avoid? These are two questions that I am diligently moving towards the answers followed by the solutions.
When you hit rock bottom the only place to look is up.
Thank you for your words of affirmation, your well wishes and positive energy. Your energy exuded off the page and into my soul. It was a great post to wake up to. I don’t suspect that I will see my homelessness as anything different than a really big series of bad choices and failures, for now. In time the silver lining and purpose will reveal itself.and I know I will be at peace. I just have to hold on very tightly whilst this bumpy ride comes to an end.
Very perceptive and insightful. Yes, on some level I enjoy the chaos and the fray. It’s an odd thing to enjoy indeed. I would much rather the same joy from self affirming behavior rather than self defeating and self destructive behaviors. Perhaps there was a need I was fulfilling, but it’s served its purpose and it is very old hat. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. Healthy choices that celebrate my essence rather than diminish me are long overdue. Thank you for responding Izzy!
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