Dear Prash,

First of all I would like to thank you for your answer : ).

About that,I’ve been asking myself lot of questions and observed my daily life,I also talked about it a little to my parents,I only talked of one part that they showed misunderstandings so I stopped from talking about it to them.

Of course I tried many times to talk with them about it but it always turned to argues and I got very well that they couldn’t understand what I am going through but that is totally fine by me.

My psychological part is fine as I’ve never been in addictions or stuff like that,I didn’t experience any trauma or had accidents that would affect me that strongly.

But to say it all,I feel like I am adopted by my family and that even if they are nice to me,I feel lonely and missing these persons I never met,I also look forward to see them.

That feeling of belonging somewhere else,feeling nostalgic and lonely even if there are no problems and that my life is normal,these feelings really confuse me.