Thank you so much Prash and Anita! Your words of encouragement and understanding I think was exactly what I needed, instead of listening to the negative words in my head. Anita I am so sorry you’ve been through what you’ve been through, I am gentle with tests  because Ive had terrible experiences myself! Which is why I try so hard to be gentle. But I love your idea of making it my specialty! Too many people in the industry are jaded because of difficult veins instead of using it to become better. Thank you.

Prash – your take on my control over the future has really helped me think about these regrets in a new light. I’m going to smash it tomorrow because what’s done is done, and I can control tomorrow with what I learnt today.

I really need to learn to have these sort of kind voices in my own head!