Hi. I’ve recently experienced a spontaneous tantric kundalini awakening with my partner and have been browsing and looking for more information on it which lead me here. For us it has been the most amazing and transformative experience of our lives. I feel for the confusion and pain that the OP experienced. It is powerful and overwhelming and had I not already had some context, understanding and openness to this, it might have been terrifying. Like the OP, I am suddenly not interested in so many of the things I was before and am finding it difficult to return to my daily life, but it doesn’t feel like any of that matters and I’m fine with that. On the other hand, I’m suddenly able to write in a flow state and share my thoughts with a clarity that I’ve never been able to before. Which is so much more fulfilling. This is what it’s all about. I feel Awakened and more alive than ever and so completely in the present moment. It’s as if every experience in my life was leading me to this awakening, this rebirth, this new beginning. All of my fear, guilt, doubt, and shame have shed away and I am filled with love, forgiveness, acceptance and infinite patience. My heart is light and free and my inner child is rejoicing. I wish this joy for everyone, and I can see from this discussion that many are not ready and that is ok. For anyone struggling with this, I will be happy to hold your hand on this journey. Reach out to me here and I will respond. This is the true work.