@ninasakura
I have used Yourdost and 7 cups before, but I wasn’t able to solve my problem. 1 thing is certain, whatever has happened it can’t be deleted & I’m also 100% sure I won’t let such thing happen again. I have learnt my lesson forever. Also my friend & her husband would be thinking I’m a bad person, I can’t change their thinking, that isn’t in my hand also it doesn’t have any direct effect on my life. Only thing I can do is apologize, which I have done many times already. Also because of that event no body has died, they are alive and happy, I have seen that with my own eyes. Slowly I want to comeback to my peak performance & defeat all circumstances.

@anita I don’t think anybody can exactly point out someone as responsible. It could be God may be not.

@anita Your analysis is correct. I unknowingly created the perfect environment for the disaster to take place. And her marriage also fixed at the same time. Worse part we were not in contact for few months before, I came to my new hostel, 10 days later because of apparent loneliness called her, and 9 days later her marriage got fixed, even my cell number was different, and when I called her I gave her my new cell number. If she didn’t have my new number this incident would not have happened. When I joined all these links behind this incident, I simply lost faith in God because only few days back I had put my entire faith in god, but then this happened- I just thought, How can everything fall into place like this in perfect position for this incident to happen?
Sounds like a Evil Revenge Plot.

@anita
Thanks for the reply
Actually, my problem gets more twisted. I got over the fact that she has married someone else because I think, after all she wasn’t forced to marry him and she is happy with him also.
This incident happened on 6 August 2015, I called her a few days later, she just asked me to start a new life, focus on my studies, and I just congratulated her for her marriage. And ofcourse few days later her number got changed. But still my mind is fixated with that event asking me again Why?, because of which I’m unable to study. Also from another side my mind asks me to study hard so I can reach my goals, I’m caught in a loop where I just sit cursing myself, for letting myself, my friends & my parents down & I can’t even share this with anybody. I was a brilliant hard working student , everything was good but now I’m nothing.

@Maria
Thanks for the reply
Actually, my problem gets more twisted. I got over the fact that she has married someone else because I think, after all she wasn’t forced to marry him and she is happy with him also.
This incident happened on 6 August 2015, I called her a few days later, she just asked me to start a new life, focus on my studies, and I just congratulated her for her marriage. And ofcourse few days later her number got changed. But still my mind is fixated with that event asking me again Why?, because of which I’m unable to study. Also from another side my mind asks me to study hard so I can reach my goals, I’m caught in a loop where I just sit cursing myself, for letting myself, my friends & my parents down & I can’t even share this with anybody. I was a brilliant hard working student , everything was good but now I’m nothing.