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Posts by Feebi Page

Feebi Page is the pen name for an editor and writer whose journal Ms. Cuckold chronicles the humor, struggle, and lunacy of the last year of her decades-long marriage as she reclaimed herself. It's available online.

Marrying Joy: You’re the One You’ve Been Waiting For

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“Waking up to who you are requires letting go of who you imagine yourself to be.” ~Alan Watts

There had been other voices asking such questions as “How can this be happening?” and “When will this end?” that I understood: My partner was planning his honeymoon before our divorce was final.

After the divorce, a voice asked a question I didn’t understand, “Will you marry me?”

“Marry me” popped into my head at what seemed to me the least likely times: talking zip codes with my new mailman at my new home, passing strangers on the street, visiting old friends, …