Sometimes I feel like I may be the only one who feels this way, but I am constantly feeling selfish and guilty for common, everyday things. Sometimes I feel it more than others, and currently the feeling is strong. It’s hard to explain, but basically I feel selfish and self-centered for things like buying myself snacks, getting my eyebrows done, buying clothes, etc (the list is long). Partially is because I know other people around the world can not have these opportunities, but sometimes the feeling of selfishness goes beyond material possessions. If I feel happy about something, I for some reason feel like I don’t deserve to feel happy about it. When I do my makeup or hair I feel selfish for working on myself. It has gotten to the point where when I am doing homework, I feel selfish for putting so much work into benefitting myself. When I go out to eat with friends, I feel selfish for buying myself food that isn’t needed. And despite myself feeling these ways, I don’t see others as selfish for doing the same things. I only see it as selfish when I do these things. These feelings have been going on for months and this is the first time putting them into words, so I’m sorry if Im not clear enough in explaining. But it’s starting to affect my state of mind because for some reason I have twisted everything I enjoy into something that makes me feel selfish. I basically feel selfish for doing anything that makes me happy or benefits myself and I don’t know what to do about it. To emphasize how strange this selfish feeling is, I basically sometimes feel selfish for walking to class because I am benefitting myself by walking. Whats wrong with me? Why do I feel selfish for doing anything that benefits myself?