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  • October 2, 2014 at 3:04 am #65897
    audrey
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    Hi, i do not choose to use my real name on here but here goes…

    I am 28 years old and my life so far has been horrible.
    I do not have a degree and i dont have anything worthy to to prove or give to the world.
    I have gained 12 kgs over the past year and its taking me so long to get rid of what i call “stress” weight.
    A family member cursed me since i was born. Many priests confirmed that i am cursed and that doors dont open for me in terms of life opportunities etc. I never believed in this stuff until in 2011 things got weird in my house, footsteps, feeling drained out, back and neck pain, feeling of numbness, eye pain, hair loss, facial nerve problems, brown red eyes… it dampened my spirit and since then i find it very hard to be happy or smile. I feel like everyone is fake and i cannot trust people has they have jealousy and hate inside them. I am not close with my father as he is disspointed in me for not having a degree or a good job. So im stuck here working for him.

    I feel very sad most days and i feel like im forced to live this life,everyday the same routine ,same people and everything is money ..money to do a course, money to eat food, money this money that. I am sick of this society and im sick of people. I see others my age with such an amazing life travel, love, frienships, good family and great jobs. I cant help but compare what has become of me and my life.

    I often sit and think of suicide.. i honestly think life would be better if i passed,nobody will miss me. I dont have friends,i dont go out to places, i have parents who are dissapointed in me ,i dont have money to live on my own. What a life i have. Honestly i dont want to be here, life is a misery for me.

    October 2, 2014 at 4:10 am #65900
    Inky
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    Hi,

    Do you have any idea who put the curse on you? If you are Christian, there are books on reversing the curse, getting rid of demons, etc. If you are more magically minded, go to The Lucky Mojo website or a similar one and do a ritual to get rid of the curse. Or get a Hand of Hamsa or Hand of Hamesh necklace.

    Can you get your parents to help pay for college? Would they have anyway, ten years earlier? It’s time to begin. Take community college courses, get a second part time job to pay for those. I hate aspects of “the system” too. Living in it is hard. Living outside of it is hard too. Pick your hard.

    Weight loss ~ I put fruits and/or veggies in a blender. You can go for a week just eating fruits and veggies and loose a pound a day. If you live in your parents house maybe you can cook for them so they are eating whatever diet you’re on. But don’t tell them you’re on a diet! 😉

    Now you should/could meet someone. Life can be so great with the right person beside you! Make a list of places where eligible bachelors are most likely to be and go there.

    Good Luck!!

    • This reply was modified 10 years, 1 month ago by Inky.
    October 3, 2014 at 1:10 pm #65971
    Krista Jennings
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    Hi,

    I think that you need to focus on yourself and I know it’s hard when you see other people doing amazing things with their lives and you would like to do that. But I think you first need to start with a plan of action first. Deciding what exactly do you want and being very clear about it. While being very clear about it, you also need to acknowledge and truly believe that you deserve all the great things you want in your life.

    I know all of this from experience.

    I’d like to hear more about your progress. Be sure to comment again down below.

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