Hi. I’m a long writer too haha so I read it all. To answer your questions:

1. I’m don’t know, but what I’m confident of is that the answer is inside of you. And if you feel like something is missing, and you often have a weird feeling inside of you, then that’s definitely a big sign that you should break up, and as soon as possible. It sounds like you’re in a toxic situation that will likely get worse and worse. That’s the thing with people. They’re not exactly mean-spirited people, and you have a lot of good times together, but you also have times where you’ll often argue, or you get mixed messages, etc. That’s how toxic relationships typically are, and that’s why many people don’t want to leave the relationship just in case there’s a misunderstanding, or in hopes that things will work out in the future. If you have any big concerns within you, then I would address that asap. If it seems like all he’ll do is get angry every time you express yourself, then I strongly urge to consider breaking up with him.

2. Referring to #1, please please don’t ignore the feeling if you feel like something is wrong. To find out why you keep getting the feeling like something is wrong, then try replaying scenarios between you and Albert where he gets mad at you, and answer the questions: Why do you think this happened? How could it have been better? What was happening when this went on? What do you think is going on from his side? Do you think he’s misunderstanding you? Or does he have possessive traits? To me, it definitely does seem like he’s possessive. He gets mad whenever you hang out with anybody, but he doesn’t seem to care about you getting mixed messages from him flirting with Cindy.

3. I think you should address things as they are. He needs to be able to have a conversation without yelling or getting angry with you. In my view, I would have already broken up with him to be honest. Relationships aren’t supposed to be confusing. It also sounds like he wants to “have his cake and eat it too” if you know what I mean. He wants to still have you as his girlfriend while taking out his anger on you whenever he feels like it. And trust me I know it’s difficult, especially when you think of the positive things about someone. But that’s how the classic toxic relationship is. Nobody would date someone that’s just a rude jerk from the top. They’re always that friendly and sweet person. That’s why people find it so difficult to leave while they know that they’re stressing and struggling a lot by staying in the relationship. Oh, I also would watch videos and research about toxic relationships. See if you might be in one, and hear other people’s stories of their relationship. Then you can decide if you’re being sucked into one or if you think things can work out.

That’s all!