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April 11, 2018 at 9:42 am #201803
alyssaParticipantjanuary 2017*
April 11, 2018 at 9:58 am #201811
CanyonParticipantSounds like he is unhappy with himself. I did something similar but now it is too late. She never even told me how unhappy she was… idk. I am sure he has something with him he isnāt seeing.
April 11, 2018 at 10:59 am #201829alyssaParticipantI try to get him to open up, I try to start meaningful conversations, it doesn’t really work.
I’m just sad because I don’t want to end things…but this is killing me.
April 11, 2018 at 11:09 am #201831
MarkParticipantalyssa,
Your relationship is very, very new.Ā My guess is that you two spent very little time together face-to-face over these 4 months.Ā My take is that this relationship is not working and time to end it while it is still new.
The differences in schedule/life style, in how you two communicate, what you want from the relationship and what he is not willing to give, the long distance between you two are all factors which is why this won’t work.
Mark
April 12, 2018 at 9:27 am #202019
AnonymousGuestDear alyssa:
The relationship started then Jan 2017. a year and three months going.
In the beginning of your relationship, you opened up to him and you got good feedback from himĀ (“he hooked me, he seemed compassionate, understanding, willing to work with me”)- when did his compassion, understanding and willingness to work with youĀ end?
anita
April 12, 2018 at 9:32 am #202025AnonymousGuest* didn’t reflect under Topics
April 12, 2018 at 10:16 am #202041alyssaParticipantAnita,
i have been crying once a month since summertime. Usually about his inability to open up more when we have conversation rather than just say āIām sorry and Iām here for youā
its been tough since this January, me finishing up my degree and his demanding job schedule.
this past Sunday night I was upset because I asked to FaceTime, he said yes after his show was over, then he responded with ābabe I love you so much I canāt wait for us to be together again Iām falling asleepā and I FREAKED
I take it as if he thinks he needs to gas my head up with text messages, when all I need is a quick phone call or FaceTime! I just want to hear it, I want to engage in meaningful convos even when we are away. We barely spoke until last night he apologized for being so busy and he feels bad about it and I said Iām ok with you being busy, we just need to talk about things to find a balance.Ā And he responded with..uh ok sorry.
I just donāt understand why itās so hard for him to get. Iām second guessing everything, I put myself on medication because I think Iām the problem but Iām just not sure.
April 12, 2018 at 10:20 am #202045AnonymousGuestDear alyssa:
I understand your need for meaningful conversations. I need it too. I need to know (soĀ to understand better) did he in the past engage in meaningful conversations with you? If so when did those occur, when did they stop?
anita
April 12, 2018 at 10:24 am #202047alyssaParticipantIām not so sure to be honest. He may have but I was a different person 6 months-year-year 1/2 ago…for the better I might add. More afraid to open up and be vulnerable about real issues.
April 12, 2018 at 10:32 am #202055AnonymousGuestDear alyssa:
So he was never into meaningful-to you conversations? This leads me to think it hasn’t been his inclination to begin with, from the time you met him, from before you met him. Not something he is capable of.
Back to your original post, you wrote in capital letters and an exclamation mark: “I AM SO UPSET ALL THE TIME!”-
well, reads to me loud and clear that it is time for you to end this relationship, based on your loud and clear statement that you are upset all the time and based on what seems to be the fact that he doesn’t have it in him to have the kinds of conversations that you need from him.
Is it time?
anita
April 12, 2018 at 10:37 am #202057alyssaParticipantI donāt want it to have to end based on that. I donāt want to give up. I just wish I could say what Iām needing without him freaking out, and is work on this.
April 12, 2018 at 11:14 am #202071AnonymousGuestDear alyssa:
I will soon be away from the computer for about 16 hours. Perhaps there is a way to improve your relationship with your boyfriend, I don’t know. If you’d like to add any information that may be relevant, please do. I will read and reply when I am back.
A thought: who do you have meaningful conversations with, or who have you had satisfactory conversations with, past and present?
(I did notĀ attend to the trouble you have with his busy schedule, because there is nothing you can do about it, correct? I mean he needs to make the money he needs to make and working as many hours as he does, makes his need to unwind after work understandable).
anita
April 13, 2018 at 3:59 am #202193alyssaParticipantI think I have meaningful conversations with my friends. My family tends to just talk badly about people rather than talking kindly about others, which is hard for me to deal with.
My boyfriend confided in telling me that I am always negative, and it is hard for him to stay positive and talk to me when I’m rude/negative/giving an attitude towards him, he was very emotional about this an actually cried. I understand that I am that way, it is something I’ve always struggled with and I realize that the past 4 months I have probably been more negative since we are more apart and I am under high stress trying to finish my degree while balancing out all other life stressors. I understand now that for him he is trying to be positive about our situation while I am just nagging/focusing in on negatives/not appreciating the positive. Am I doing this because I am just a negative person or is it because I really am unhappy with him? I know that is a hard thing for you to answer but I am having a hard time differentiating…?
April 13, 2018 at 4:42 am #202199AnonymousGuestDear alyssa:
You asked if you are a negative person, “Nagging/focusing in on negatives”.
You wrote about your family: “My family tends to just talk badly about people”-
The two may be connected. Not that such inclination is hereditary. Maybe as they focused in on the negatives about other people, this is something you were trained to do, sort of having their voices in your brain pointing to negatives, ignoring the positives?
anita
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