Jess,

Ask him, he should be able to tell you. 🙂 Don’t be afraid to communicate, its what leads us to clarity.

With warmth,
Matt

How did he feel your distance, your inner cold, your inner shut outness?
Did he feel the same? Did he experience your emotions?
Is that possible?
You put too much importance on yourself, too much of everything.
He was probably going “meh, no answer, so John want to play some pool”?
Life when taken as a simple glass of water, is just a simple glass of water.
There is nothing more than the moment of refreshment, thanks and you put down the glass and go do something.
We’re all in motion, at all times, like flowing water.
I say rinse twice and go with the flow.