Dear sampaguita30:

Maybe you have hurt from your childhood, from your past that is begging for your attention, hurt that has-to be seen, by you, acknowledged and it will not let you be until you do. And all the details of what-should-I-do are not going to solve the thing underneath it all, that hurt. Maybe the major depression is not an illness caused by a virus or a defect you were born with, maybe it is the hurt that unless acknowledged and dealt with, will continue to take you on a stormy ride of trying and quitting and trying and quitting…?

anita