Lily , it sounds as you are such an amazing young woman , educated and know more about the world then many of us.. I invite you to read Louise hay,book “Gratitude” you can downloaded for free..I was feeling a bit sad and questioned why having done so much I did not have the life I wanted or a partner who love me. In fact I know realize I am so blessed to have everything I have.
please know you are not the only one who feels the way you feel, many of us have gone through these roller coast of emotions. wishing you well and a beautiful life.

take care,

matitta

Dear lil.lily,

You are an amazing person and I know how it feels to struggle with what to do with your life and how things don’t seem to go your way. Take things one step at a time. I think going to Jamaica will be a good way to get away.

I worked in international development in DC so I know it’s tough trying to land a job in this field, but try not to get discouraged. Keep feeling positive and keep looking for opportunities in the areas you want to go into – let me know if you need any help.

Sorry to hear about your companion – I also went through a break up recently and it’s tough – time will help but I think the best thing is not to be too hard on yourself about it. I’m here to listen if you want.

It’s hard to make new friends in a big city. I think one of the things that has helped me is to join a club or something you enjoy doing – I know it’s hard while you have to work but you can have a try. I randomly met a new friend by going to DC’s Fiesta Asia – you never know who you will meet!

If you need someone to talk to, don’t hesitate to let me know.

vefire