Hey Everyone,
I’ve really been struggling lately. A couple weekends ago, I drank too much, which I do not do often, and hurt a good friend of mine.
In my ridiculous blacked out state apparently I got mad at her and hip checked her over. She is recovering from knee surgery and she said that since the incident she’s been having issues with her knee clicking and locking. I am absolutely ashamed and heart broken that I would do this to a friend even when I don’t remember any of these events. I have zero doubt that actually hurting her was just an extremely unfortunate conscience, as I would never maliciously try to hurt someone.
I have already decided to take a long hiatus from drinking, and have apologized 100 times to her but any advice on what else to do would be appreciated. How can I start to make it up to her? How can I forgive myself as I’ve been completely sick since the incident with guilt and self hatred.
Thank you,
Brittany
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