I’ve come through 3 years of upset including divorce from a 20 yr marriage, and losing my mother to MND it has had a huge impact on my life. You could say Ive had a full life reboot after this and now find myself in the best place I’ve ever felt, completely fixed, health wise, emotionally and spiritually. After a bout of depression I had counselling but it was after reading the Secret I found a new direction for myself. I recently went online to start dating again and incredibly met a man, who on paper was everything I’d hope and wished to have met, in every way possible. We talked online for 2 months and then met up,spending a weekend at his then he travelled up to spend a weekend at mine. We live 150 miles apart. We hit it off amazingly well, it felt so right, we were so comfortable in each others company like we’d know each other forever, were attracted to each other, there was chemistry and it all felt like it was falling into place. The whole things felt so right and like it was meant to be.
He then through a curve ball telling me he didn’t want a long distance relationship and broke off all contact. So Ive been ghosted and 3 weeks on it still hurts and I cant get him out of my mind. I still deeply believe he is the one for me but obviously have no way to ever contact him.
Do I still stick to my beliefs that he will come back when he is ready, if it’s meant to be or listen to others who say maybe he wasn’t the one and something better is going to come along. My heart and head still truly believe.