Hi dear i read about your situation. frankly i know its hard to forget someone you did care for and loved. But just answer me one thing. Would you like to spend your life just because you loved him to this extent and he has cheated you?? What about your self respect?
First thing, If he really cared he would have never gone to another girl. he told you that he thought you already broke up and he got another girl so quickly? Or the girl was already here when you both were into relationship?
Secondly, you paid his expenses and agreed for joint account. Babe he was just using you. But I want you to realise it before its too late before you start to sicken because of this guy that you’ve got your life which is yours he can’t manipulate you.
Third thing, dont rush to be into another relationship because at this stage you ll find many branches to hold but you ll not be able to judge the right one.
So choose to be happy dear and please give you some time do your favourite things. Right ow focus on your career, try to keep you busy. Make yourself realise the fact that you’re beautiful person and one day there ll be a guy made for you who ll keep you happy. as everything happens for the best. So babe get ready to feel wonderful things to happen in your life. Cheers ad keep smiling. 🙂