Hi Chelsea
I would like to offer you a ray of hope.
You sound like a young soul with great dreams and goals. Hey, without goals to achieve, life can become meaningless rather quickly. While you are young, you can afford to bust your ass so that your other more beautiful dreams can get a steady direction. Of course, you are not going to continue like this for forever.
Don’t loose hope. Every dollar counts when you are building a foundation for your life. Perhaps, use this opportunity to experience human expressions and vibes while you are doing the serving role. I am sure it will come handy eventually. Look for ways to make your job fun so that you don’t feel as tired. Feed yourself some good food, drink plenty of fluids, sleep well and practice laughing for no reasons LOL
You can always catch up with your BF on Skype if you cant get away soon enough.
Sending you loads of positive energy. You are worth it and so is your little hard work now.
Jasmine