Hey man,

Your story is very complex, yet intriguing. We’ll go down to the root bro, We’re all “psychiatrist” in our own way, bu that’s not the case, we just help each other, So Psychiatrist is just a term that runs people away like Religion does with the Word “God’. I don’t honestly know your situation as you do, nor am i going to try and forcefully advise you on suggestions to take. It’s what you pull out of what i say, that only the Self will identify as good. I feel you’re in a situation where you want to escape this girl, yet you have guilt and possibly feel responsibility over her. I’ll be real, You have to Let go of what you can’t control. We all change continuously, we grow. So you’re stuck in a position where growth seems like the last alternative. It’s time for you to seek enlightenment, and figure out what the Self needs. You can’t do that by worrying about situation you have no control over. If you want it to end bro, Find that you are your own leader and settle things and handle it with responsibility. Acknowledge your Inner self’s voice, and handle the inner conflict. Liberate yourself man, You’re just a work in progress, Life is a dream, no need to struggle over things that happens on their own. When you allow things to get to you, then you go against , basically your own understanding of life. Take some time to learn about yourself man, ask questions, how would you like to see just YOURSELF in 5 or 10 years. Do you still want to be in this situation? And whatever you see, How will you get to that euphoric reach in life? I’m on a search for Eternal Bliss, You should join me. Much Love brother, Live a wonderful life 🙂