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May 12, 2017 at 7:59 pm #149269
Susannah
ParticipantDear Alex,
either you live in truth or illusion. You have been married for quite a while and you and your wife still have no emotional bond. Most likely it will never happen. Someone might suggest that you go to couple”s therapy – I don”t. If you are not truly compatible with each other, no therapy will ever help. Sure, things might improve a little between you, but is that how you want to live your life, just settling?
Without looking for it, it seems that you have found a person, who you have so much common with. One word: divorce. In your culture it is not very common and for sure it would damage the relationship with your parents for a long time.
There are two options: either you are honest with yourself (to me that is the the only way to live) or you sacrifice your happiness and probably create a lot of bitterness inside. The choice is yours! 🙂
May 13, 2017 at 5:50 am #149291Anonymous
GuestDear alex:
I am familiar with the Indian arranged marriages culture through many threads on this website, many threads I read and people I communicated with, at length, on these threads.
The culture is of arranged marriage and heavy-duty family obligations, “Responsibilities” as you call them. You were raised to strongly believe that you are forever-responsible for your parents (and for siblings, depending on their/your situations). The loyalty of an adult, in the Indian culture, is not to his/her future children but to the parents. Many people in India, therefore, live double lives, being married and having relationships outside the marriage so to satisfy both: the parents and one’s need to choose and love.
I strongly suggest ending your marriage as soon as possible, definitely before having any children (so not to bring innocent life into a loveless marriage), and then, freeing yourself to choose for yourself.
But I know how strong beliefs instilled in us when we were children, beliefs the whole society stands for.
It is possible to change such beliefs but it takes a willingness and incredible strength to endure, day in and day out, the resulting guilt feelings, and familial and societal rejection. It may mean that if you chose… to choose who you are with, you may have to move away from family and from the society you are in.
anita
June 22, 2017 at 4:55 am #154518Anuenue
ParticipantI think you are viewing divorce as something selfish, but it could be a kind thing for you wife, not just for yourself. Have you discussed divorce with your wife? She’s probably as unhappy as you are. Divorce would set you both free to pursue happiness.
I’m not familiar with your culture. Where does responsibility to your own wife fall in relationship to that of your parents and siblings?
June 22, 2017 at 11:22 am #154560PearceHawk
ParticipantAlex there is hardly anything that I could possibly add to what Anita and Susannah have said, except that in your culture there are parents who treat their children as a commodity to be traded off, in this case, an arranged marriage, in order to pacify the parents beliefs, thus stripping you of your individuality. In other cultures, in the United States for example, the majority of the parents do not treat their children as a commodity. The exception being those who use their children to advance their selfish needs. These parents look forward to seeing their son/daughter grow up, get married, and have children. This approach allows for their inherent right to be an individual and to make their own decisions. I see you as an intelligent individual capable of making your own decisions because you respect your individuality. I absolutely concur with Anita and Susannah. I also recommend pursuing a divorce immediately, if in fact you do want to be with your fellow employee. You can paint the canvas however you wish. But whatever the end result, in the end, it is your painting. Should you choose not to pursue a divorce and not live the life with the other woman as you envision, my question to you sir is, who wins? Just as you envision the life you want with the other woman, you should also envision the results should you choose not to end your current marriage and try to maintain a relationship with this other woman. What you see in that vision should challenge you in your decision making. Did you ask to be born? No. Are you a commodity to be used as a pawn to be traded? Only in the eyes of the culture your parents subscribe to. Are you an individual capable of making your own decisions as you make your way on your journey in life? Only you can answer that. Personally I believe you are.
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