Hi Madhuri,
I just read through your post, and I felt compelled to respond because my heart goes out to you. I don’t know much about what it’s like with the caste system, so it’s hard for me to advise you. I hope someone else in the community will be able to offer some advice from experience. I know you mentioned that your parents want you to leave the house. Is it more that they want you to get married now, or that they want you to move out? Do most women leave the house only when they get married there? Is there someone else you could live with while you wait for your boyfriend to be ready for marriage? Do people do that where you live?
I’m glad the post have strengthened you!
Lori