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  • June 13, 2017 at 3:55 pm #153024
    Eliana
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    Hi Dreaming715,

    Please don’t be too hard for still thinking about your ex-fiance. It takes a long time. Some people it takes 6 months, (how they do that, I don’t know, it’s like they go from rebound relationship to rebound relationship, which can’t be healthy) others it takes a year, others it takes 3 years, me..well it took me almost four years to get over my first love. And another 4 years to get over a man I fell very much in love with back in 1997.

    Even though, we no longer long, for that person anymore, it’s the memories that make it so difficult to move on. These are memories of when times were simpler, when you were happy and in love, you had your life and future invested with this man, you even bought a dog together, then suddenly, it all goes away, leaving you in shock. That takes in itself a very long time to get over. You think about all the wonderful life events with this man, saw a future with him, it is natural to go through the grieving process you are going through.

    So many people try to fight or suppress these thoughts, but that is the worst thing you can do, it’s like telling your brain not to think about a pink elephant for 15 seconds, our brains are naturally going to think about the pink elephant. Just like you will think about all the wonderful memories shared with this man, the “what could have been” the “what could I have done better” the “if only”. These are only thoughts. If they start to overwhelm you, write it down on a piece of paper before you go to bed, or write it to him (but don’t mail it). You will find that one day, you will wake up not thinking about it anymore. Just be patient, it will come. Just know they are just thoughts, and they will disappear along with the emotion, usually in about 15 seconds.

    As far as the man right now, he seems a little confused about relationships, an emotional connection, and it makes you feel a little isolated and lonely in the relationship. That is nnormal, but after a year, I think he should be referring to you as a couple, and you are right, a year is an awfully long time to introduce you to his parents. I would have a talk with him, ask him if he sees a future with you. Maybe he is not ready for a commited relationship at this time or gun shy because of his past. But I would sit down with him and tell him how it makes you feel when he does not include you as part of a couple and see what he says. Let me know your thoughts and keep us posted.

     

    June 13, 2017 at 7:34 pm #153040
    Jennifer
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    Hello dreaming715,

    Although I cannot relate to your long-term engagement and relationship, I can understand your frustration and dependency to find your definition of love. The beauty of the past is knowing you once had something special and I’m sure as heartbreaking and devasting the breakup was, you probably and will always love your ex-fiance because he was once a part of your happiness and life. I believe you have to accept that nothing last “forever” and instead of trying to relive the love you had with this new boyfriend you should reevaluate and figure out what exactly “YOU” want for yourself instead of trying to work and change someone to fit somebody you were once happy with if that makes sense.

    Trust me because I use to be like that where I would compare my new relationship to be great like the last one or hoping they provide that love and security that someone once did for me and to be honest it’s really not fair for that new person. The more you pressure them into being someone that they’re not for your sake, the more you will push them away. If you pressure your current boyfriend to rush into a marriage he will resent you because he’s trying to do what he thinks is best for him and it’ll eventually lead him to breaking things off and you’ll have a repeat of your past. So instead of asking why are they not ready or why can’t he be like this and that, just enjoy the moments you’ll are sharing together and give him time to open up with you. There’s no rush into anything and if you cannot stand the way he is right now then maybe you need to figure out what will be best for both of you’ll in the long run.

    It’s not easy because I know deep down you’re longing for that special someone to be with forever but I want to let you know that the only person that will always love you forever is yourself. Once you figure out your own happiness first and do things that you love it makes life easier not worrying over someone else. You want to find someone who you know inside and out and can trust to be with you and it starts with being happy with yourself. Someone will value you and love you for you but people will always change and so will you and you have to accept that the past is history and the future is a mystery so focus on the present because it’s a gift to enjoy that time you have now to be happy for yourself.

    If you want this current relationship to work out then I would suggest being honest, open-minded, and try to accept his wishes of taking things slow. If you let him be himself then he will appreciate you in the long run and he will start to show more for the relationship knowing that there’s no pressure and that you can be an understanding and compassionate girlfriend. Start doing things for yourself and give space so he can to and you’ll will eventually work things out. You still have a long time away to enjoy your life and you don’t have to be married to be happy.

     

    I know that’s a lot to read but it’s coming from the heart and I promise you that you will get through this obstacle and will be much happier knowing there’s so much to live for and be happy for <3

    • This reply was modified 7 years, 10 months ago by Jennifer.
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    June 27, 2017 at 6:50 pm #155342
    dreaming715
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    Eliana and Jennifer, thank you for your responses. My biggest take-away is there is no specific date in I will officially be over my first real relationship. While I legitimately do not want to be with my ex-fiance, I do still mourn the loss of certain aspects of that relationship and that particular time in my life. But I’m confident that at some point in the future these thoughts and feelings will become less and less.

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