Hi Spen,
I understand your struggle, cause I am also trying to ‘find my way’ since I can remember. I have explored the teachings of many world religions, philosophers, and I can only say that I found something comforting and inspiring in most of them. I think there isn’t just one way, the right way. If there is God, I don’t think that God understands words, or protocols, or rituals… just the pure energy we send to the Universe through them. You will feel in your heart what is the true and what is the right way to express yourself and re-connect.
I often wonder if humanity is ready at all to lift it’s consciousness to that level to understand God… I have a feeling that all the religions are trying to say something, and it’s the same thing…. but also most of the teachings are distorted through time, re-modeled to serve someone, and different human perspective had taken it’s toll also. Maybe we will progress… I’d like to believe that the time will come when also religion (or spirituality) will merge with science and we will see clear how we are one.
I won’t impose my ways, cause as I said, I accept that we all might have different ways. I might recommend a wonderful documentary though, called Kymatica.. It offers interesting insight and explanation to the question ‘how are we connected’ 🙂