hey ,im kavita… well, i think everybody needs to first love ownself after that they could not fell alone , and about yours relationship , love is not enough to live a life or spending time with a guy our self respect or there behaviour towards us means to if you find that you cant stay in this toxic relationship because you are suffering , there is no mean to stay with him . i know it hards to apart but sometimes it is necessary for both people ! so keep your hand to your heart and close yours eyes and ask yourself , now are you happy with him or are you suffocating then you will find a answer… i dont know the situation exactly but you know if you really find your answer ownself then dont take more time ,leave him!!!!!!

i wish you find any solution of yours probelm ! thanks