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December 22, 2018 at 11:22 am #270457cranberryParticipant
I broke up with the guy i was with because i felt as though he did not reciprocate the same interest in me but then we talked about it and started seeing eachother again. But sometimes he says things that makes me feel bad. Like once during a date of ours he told me he wanted to have an asian gf one day (im not asian) and jokingly said that he was going to cheat on me with an asian girl and then during dinner he said that he might meet the love of his life during a trip he was gonna have in a few months. At that point it felt like he was just tryna make me jealous but I feel like jokes have a certain truthfulness to them. He has also made posts on social media along the lines of, “why dont older women like me :/” and stuff like that. Seeing that makes me feel bad. Cause I imagine dating someone who is totally invested in me and only thinking of being with me, you know? That is something I want. I asked him if he could stop making cheating jokes and he said he would but it made me upset that I would even ask that of him in the first place.
But he also does things I like such as surprise me with my favorite chocolate and whenever we go anywhere he asks if i ever want anything and me and him took a couple of Polaroids and he saved one of me. And he’ll tell me how beautiful and cute i am and shower me with affection. But sometimes it doesn’t feel like that is enough to really prove he really likes me. If you dont actually see me as someone who can be in your future why waste any of our time? I guess I imagine being with someone who is helplessly in love with me or just feels lucky to have me or afraid of losing me. He also takes hours to reply to my messages sometimes and then posts on social media instead. Which also bothers me, he has also stopped sending me good morning and good night texts like he used to do when we first met. Like now he’ll ignore a message I sent him the night before and then reply hours later after he has woken up the next day. And i know he is his own person and he doesn’t owe me that but it makes me feel like he doesn’t like me that much sometimes.
Sometimes I feel like walking away
December 22, 2018 at 11:45 am #270465AnonymousInactiveHi Cranberry
I sympathise with the position you’re in. I don’t know if my advice is helpful but it seems to me that he’s a bit immature? I can see how his comments are causing upset, i think you should ask him if it was the other way around (and you mocked him about cheating or posted online about older men) how he would feel?
ive been in relationships where I’ve been more committed to my partner than they have been to me. I’ve also been in relationships where it’s been the other way around – both can be horrible in different ways.
Communication may solve your problems, but I think the universe will make it clear to you if this is a person you’re meant to be with. If it doesn’t feel right, it’s probably not. If he is sweet and caring like you said above, I think there’s something there to hold onto. Talk to him, make yourself a priority and if his comments really get to you don’t just put up with them. You’re important, you deserve to be happy. Anything less than that isn’t serving you.
Keep strong xx
December 22, 2018 at 12:40 pm #270473pseudonymParticipantSeems like either he has an odd sense of humour (I sincerely hope he is just being light hearted/joking) or he is very disrespectful. I cant imagine saying those things to a girlfriend. Only you will know if he’s serious or just joking but if he’s serious then I would question his sincerity. I am older though and the youngsters of today are a total enigma to me so maybe if he is younger (you dont say how old you are) possibly just he doesn’t realise how inappropriate that is.
I’ve been married for 16 years to a woman I love deeply and was dating for 14 years before we married and even today if I got a message from her I would reply that moment or the very earliest I got the chance and certainly not wait until after I had posted on social media.
Having said that I’m here because I am looking for advice on how to cope with the fact that she recently told me she wants a separation as I have apparently messed everything up for which she now resents me so much she cant even find it in herself to be civil to me. Seems being devoted to her and thinking only of her for 30 years qualifies as “messing everything up”!
Anyhow, back to your post….. Its nice he also showers you with affection and does those things that are kind and clearly you appreciate but I personally think someone who really cares about another wouldnt say the other things he does.
December 23, 2018 at 6:43 am #270545AnonymousGuestDear cranberry:
The advice you gave to another member August 2017 is a good advice for you to take, with some adjustment because you wrote then after a breakup and currently you are still in a relationship (maybe at the time you attended therapy which was helpful to you, and if so, it is time to go back!):
“I think of him all the time and even though he’s told me he doesn’t love me anymore I still get thoughts of hope. But I’ve learned to realize that those thoughts don’t help me. I try to rewire how I think. I tell myself he isn’t coming back and that I’m still going to be okay.I decided to be my friend because no one can truly be there for you like you can…You are a strong individual and you can get through this… Also you don’t have to feel ashamed or embarrassed to speak to your therapist, it is their job to help…
Figure out what is it that you want from life other than the love of another person and make it your goal to achieve it! When the time is right someone who is meant for you will come into your life”.
anita
December 30, 2018 at 8:52 pm #271575Michael SmithParticipantCranberry
Anyone who talks about being someone else whilst with you really isn’t worth your time.
I’m sorry but this man seems as though his main focus changes on a regular basis. When he’s with you it’s you but then when away it switches.
We all deserve someone who puts us at the top of their priorities and this is not it.
My best
Michael.
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