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  • June 1, 2017 at 6:24 am #151510
    Anonymous
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    Dear greenshade:

    Focus on your participation in every interaction. What happened, according to my understanding, is that your interactions with co-workers on the project were satisfying and exciting for you for a while. Those interactions became the concrete ground you stood on.

    Following financial distress, those interactions deteriorated and the concrete ground you were standing on was taken away, and so you feel like you are “floating in mid-air without a lot of concrete things to rely on.”

    Since you cannot control other people’s actions, other people’s participation in the interactions with you, and you can only control your participation in interactions with others-

    focus just on what you can control. Let what you can control be the “concrete things to rely on”- the ground under your feet.

    anita

    June 1, 2017 at 8:58 am #151536
    pinchofattitude
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    Hey greenshade,

    I can see why you want to revert back to your old self when losing a relationship when you put so much time into it cannot be easy.

    Like anything else in life, when everything is going well, everyone is happy and willing to interact with you but when the opposite happens that is when you know who you real friends who.

    From what I can understand based on what you wrote is you want to improve the way you deal with people rather than “to run and isolate yourself”, with this in mind you cannot focus on what others do but to focus on yourself and what you can control.

    If you can do that, things will change for you and it might also bring back some of the people that you once enjoy the company and start the process of interaction again.

    xoxo

    Pinch of Attitude.

    June 1, 2017 at 8:48 pm #151600
    greenshade
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    Hey Anita and Pinch of Attitude! Thanks for replying!

    I think what I’m struggling with right now is that my will to maintain (or put effort in) in those or other interactions is gone. I’m back at the place where I feel like I don’t need to be engaged with other people. From my own past experiences, I know that this is an erroneous belief, and I know acting on it will cause more harm than good in the long run. However, my “feeling” of not wanting to connect is stronger than my knowledge that I should connect.  So I’m sort of caught in this dichotomy and don’t quite know how to resolve it.

    Best,

    m

    June 2, 2017 at 5:39 am #151640
    Anonymous
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    Dear greenshade:

    Well put: “my ‘feeling’ of not wanting to connect is stronger than my knowledge that I should connect”- it reminds me of the advice my then therapist gave me, it is a certain therapy tool, one of many, that he passed on to me. That tool is “do the opposite”. In certain contexts, it works.

    At the time I had the “feeling” (in the sentence I quoted) of anger toward a particular person but had the “knowledge” that he was nothing but kind to me. When I practiced doing-the-opposite, I held his hand when angry, instead of, let’s say snapping at him. That helped!

    And so, do the opposite. We can’t control how we feel. The only thing available for our choosing is our behavior. Once you choose to behave a certain way, your feelings will likely adjust to fit the behavior.

    anita

    June 3, 2017 at 9:15 am #151762
    greenshade
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    Hi Anita!

    Doing the opposite is sort of how I’ve been dealing with my avoidant behaviors in the past and like you say, it has been helpful, mostly in terms of being able to maintain relationships. Continuing to do that. My underlying feelings of lack of trust haven’t changed so far, but I guess it will take time. In the mean time, I’ve started a new hobby to distract myself from focusing on this too much.

    Best,

    M

    June 3, 2017 at 10:11 am #151766
    Anonymous
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    Dear greenshade:

    Distracting oneself is one of those tools. Doing the opposite, distracting oneself, experimenting with something new, all within reason, these are useful tools.

    Best to you too-

    anita

    June 5, 2017 at 6:46 am #151944
    Fingerist
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    Hi Greenshade,

    You have invested a quite amount of your time and energy on that project.

    It seems that there has not been a proper closure and you feel sorry for the project ending before it’s completion.

    You might consider creating some kind of closure by yourself.

    When you encounter a thought or situation with loose end you just think through it.

    No need to imagine what might have been if things were different.

    Make a list of lessons learned and friends earned.

    Then move along, your life is awaiting.

     

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